Hey ya'll. I was lucky enough to stumble across this site this past Monday 7/2. It's great to be here. It's been 15+ years since this monster has tackled me. 15+ years of all the same hard aches many of you have had. When I woke up Monday morning, it was the same as any other Monday. On my way to work, I stopped at the exact same gas station I always do, I got my normal cup of coffee and a can of Grizzly straight and finished my exact same routine I have done everyday for as long as I can remember. However, this time, when I had made it to the office, something was different. For the first time in 15 years, something in my mind finally clicked and said this is enough. Today is the day that you quit regardless of the 3 full cans you have in the center console. I had every intention of quitting one day, but was in no hurry to do it, and would use every excuse under the sun to delay it. Currently, I am only 4 days clean and it has been a very humbling 4 days. The ole mind has tried to bring up every possible scenario to get the nicotine back. I now honestly know how it feels when you talk about being foggy headed. I am super glad that I have found this site, and really looking forward into getting to know ya'll. This will not be an overnight battle for me. Let me know if ya'll need anything. I may be a newbie, but it feels like i'm right where I need to be.