Afternoon everyone,
IÂ’ll just start off by saying IÂ’m 21 and have been dipping since I was 15. I started like a lot of you, I had the one friend whoÂ’s dad chewed and snuck a can to school one day. Growing up and watching my father and older brother dip, I always wanted to try it whoever given the opportunity so once high school rolled around it wasnÂ’t hard to get my hands on some. The first time I dipped it was Copenhagen snuff, I did it after school one day after getting it from my buddy and when I got that nicotine rush I spat it out and felt sick. I didnÂ’t like it at first at all, even felt guilty about and told my dad when he got home. (He had been quit now for atleast 6 or 7 years) Well that all happened and before I knew it, a couple weeks past and I wanted that feeling again so my buddy and I figured out where we could get some and that was that, exploring all the brands and flavors.
Once I started driving there was a gas station that didnÂ’t card so I never had to worry about not being able to get some, I was dipping a can or more a day from the time I was 15 to 18. Then I left for basic and once I out I told myself I wouldnÂ’t get back into it. Well here I am, 21 almost 22 and have been dipping going on 7 years now, it doesnÂ’t seem like 7, it seems unreal thinking about it but I believe my time is up. IÂ’m married to a woman who
Lost both of her grandparents to smoking, I watched her grandfather wither away and die from tobacco and that wasn’t enough for me to quit. I woke up today though with a tight jaw and just groggy and I looked at my cab and told myself “Enough is enough” I about got angry at an inanimate object, the object that has wasted me so much money and probably years of my life. I’m too young to have been doing this, this long. I’ve wanted to quit before but I won’t say I’ve tried because I know what fight is in me, I’m a damn sailor, if I truly tried I would have quit a long time ago. So heres to a healthy life and many years with my wife ~ Freddy