Day Three

Started by redsealhell, May 10, 2011, 12:40:00 PM

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redsealhell

I posted here a couple of weeks ago when I started my first quit.
I made it three days before I fell off the wagon.

I got lazy after I caved, and I decided to make excuses for my dipping instead of starting my quit again immediately.

Now that the long weekend is over, I ran out of excuses for not quitting, so here I am again - two weeks later.

Today is Day 2 of my quit. I am sitting at work in a dizzy fog. This is fucking miserable. I can't help but to think that I would be on day 17 instead of day 2 if I hadn't been a puss. I will try to remember that every time I pass a C-store and get tempted to stop in for a can.

Radman

Quote from: KeddySo, where's redsealhell? Did he change his name and start posting?
Only five posts and MIA for 2 days this early = FAIL. I hope I'm wrong. Come on, redsealhell, prove me wrong.

Keddy

So, where's redsealhell? Did he change his name and start posting?

Radman

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Quote from: redsealhellAlright, dammit, I tried it yall's way.
I kept the patch in my pocket all day, but I never put it on.
I haven't had any nicotine today, and I am getting progressively more pissed off as the day goes on.Ã,  This is awful.
Atta boy,

You wont regret it, welcome to the suck
Loving it red. You won't regret this. You will be pissed about it, annoyed and ready to kill someone for a few days but we will all help to get u through this. Today is almost done and start again tomorrow. You can do this. You will do this.
You might have been wondering up to this point, why this site is so tolerant of abusive speech. No mystery now, I'm sure.

Direct that rage against your addiction.
Welcome Red. Best decision you EVER made!

I fuckin LOVE this place.

Red, I got your back. Let me know if you need help.

And just so you know...you'd be going through this SAME thing if you finished the NRT. Withdrawal is withdrawal...
Out-freakin-standing!
Excellent! Red, I'm proud to see you made it. Didn't get that celebratory PM, but who cares. As long as you're quit and moving on with your life, we're all happy here. Just remember, it was gonna suck either way and at least now you've got lots of guys (and a few gals) willing to help. PM any of us for assistance or digits.

redyota

Quote from: noonelikesaquitter
Quote from: ninereasons
Quote from: husker06484
Quote from: Skoal
Quote from: redsealhellAlright, dammit, I tried it yall's way.
I kept the patch in my pocket all day, but I never put it on.
I haven't had any nicotine today, and I am getting progressively more pissed off as the day goes on.Ã,  This is awful.
Atta boy,

You wont regret it, welcome to the suck
Loving it red. You won't regret this. You will be pissed about it, annoyed and ready to kill someone for a few days but we will all help to get u through this. Today is almost done and start again tomorrow. You can do this. You will do this.
You might have been wondering up to this point, why this site is so tolerant of abusive speech. No mystery now, I'm sure.

Direct that rage against your addiction.
Welcome Red. Best decision you EVER made!

I fuckin LOVE this place.

Red, I got your back. Let me know if you need help.

And just so you know...you'd be going through this SAME thing if you finished the NRT. Withdrawal is withdrawal...
Out-freakin-standing!
"We shall not fail or falter; we shall not weaken or tire...Give us the tools and we will finish the job." - Sir Winston Churchill

"Not using gets much easier as time goes by, but the consequences of "just one" never lessen." - Me

Nolaq

Quote from: ninereasons
Quote from: husker06484
Quote from: Skoal
Quote from: redsealhellAlright, dammit, I tried it yall's way.
I kept the patch in my pocket all day, but I never put it on.
I haven't had any nicotine today, and I am getting progressively more pissed off as the day goes on.Ã,  This is awful.
Atta boy,

You wont regret it, welcome to the suck
Loving it red. You won't regret this. You will be pissed about it, annoyed and ready to kill someone for a few days but we will all help to get u through this. Today is almost done and start again tomorrow. You can do this. You will do this.
You might have been wondering up to this point, why this site is so tolerant of abusive speech. No mystery now, I'm sure.

Direct that rage against your addiction.
Welcome Red. Best decision you EVER made!

I fuckin LOVE this place.

Red, I got your back. Let me know if you need help.

And just so you know...you'd be going through this SAME thing if you finished the NRT. Withdrawal is withdrawal...
What is your major malfunction?!?!?!?!

ninereasons

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Quote from: Skoal
Quote from: redsealhellAlright, dammit, I tried it yall's way.
I kept the patch in my pocket all day, but I never put it on.
I haven't had any nicotine today, and I am getting progressively more pissed off as the day goes on.Ã,  This is awful.
Atta boy,

You wont regret it, welcome to the suck
Loving it red. You won't regret this. You will be pissed about it, annoyed and ready to kill someone for a few days but we will all help to get u through this. Today is almost done and start again tomorrow. You can do this. You will do this.
You might have been wondering up to this point, why this site is so tolerant of abusive speech. No mystery now, I'm sure.

Direct that rage against your addiction.

redtrain14

Oh...and something that makes you feel that awful by not having it, is no good for you.

You got this.

redtrain14

Yeah buddy! It was going to suck at some point, might as well get it over quick.

Stick by the site, read everything you can and most importantly, post roll call.

Shout if you need anything...people will be tripping over each other to help.

husker06484

Quote from: Skoal
Quote from: redsealhellAlright, dammit, I tried it yall's way.
I kept the patch in my pocket all day, but I never put it on.
I haven't had any nicotine today, and I am getting progressively more pissed off as the day goes on.Ã,  This is awful.
Atta boy,

You wont regret it, welcome to the suck
Loving it red. You won't regret this. You will be pissed about it, annoyed and ready to kill someone for a few days but we will all help to get u through this. Today is almost done and start again tomorrow. You can do this. You will do this.

Skoal Monster

Go to chat red, they'll help you out
"CLOSE THE DOOR. In my opinion, it?s the single most important step in your final quit. There is one moment, THE moment, when you finally let go and surrender to the quit. After that moment, no temptation will be great enough, no lie persuasive enough to make you commit suicide by using tobacco."

Skoal Monster

Quote from: redsealhellAlright, dammit, I tried it yall's way.
I kept the patch in my pocket all day, but I never put it on.
I haven't had any nicotine today, and I am getting progressively more pissed off as the day goes on. This is awful.
Atta boy,

You wont regret it, welcome to the suck
"CLOSE THE DOOR. In my opinion, it?s the single most important step in your final quit. There is one moment, THE moment, when you finally let go and surrender to the quit. After that moment, no temptation will be great enough, no lie persuasive enough to make you commit suicide by using tobacco."

redsealhell

Alright, dammit, I tried it yall's way.
I kept the patch in my pocket all day, but I never put it on.
I haven't had any nicotine today, and I am getting progressively more pissed off as the day goes on. This is awful.

Nolaq

Guess he wasn't ready... _
What is your major malfunction?!?!?!?!

Ready

This is why this place works People.

Priceless.

Simply priceless.

Someone asked for that thread about NRT's. Don't know if this is the right one but it has some good intel in there...

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