Small update --- there are no roses to be smelling on, but I have not been the asshole to my wife the past few days. The fog lifted a little bit. I could not believe how much of a FUCK that Nic Bitch threw at me for a few weeks. My life sucked. I wanted to cave. I wanted to dip, smoke, drink and kick the living daylights out of anyone that wanted to cross me. It was pretty ugly. In fact, the past 2 nights I have actually had my first dreams of smoking cigs!
Today is day 70 for me and I won't let it come to an end. I enjoy posting role - giving my word to my brothers (and sisters) that I am quit for today. Kind of unbelievable if you looked at where I was before day 1. I was talking to my brother-in-law last night, about being quit. He was amazed that I was still quit, in fact he was amazed I actually did quit. He reminded me what I use to tell him "Why quit when you enjoy it? I will never quit, there's no reason to." I told him I enjoy being quit, and that I give my word every morning that I will not be a user of nicotine for the day. I also mentioned I could not let you guys down - that it would kill me inside!
Anyhow, there have been a few of you who have sent pm's to keep me straight and I have appreciated it very much, but 1 person has been a huge inspiration -- and for that -- Parputt --- THANKS!
I am glad to be QUIT with all of you!