Day 109 today. But man, yesterday 108 was a bad day. Full of craves, and I mean filthy craves. Just gnawing at me. Probably because I started a new job here at the plant. It was part of a planned org change and all was well. Then I started touring the new part of the factory, introducing myself to the folks on the floor, inspecting the banks of equipment, etc. With each passing minute my craves got more and more intense. An intense thrist came over me, I fought it back, chewed some gum, took a break and drank some water. It was almost like being back int he "suck." Was in a light-headed funk and not able to pay attention to what people around me were saying. The craves continued like that until lunchtime until I got something to eat...and then they were gone. But those 2 hours or so just took me by surprise. I lived through it, but man it was one of the toughest days of my quit. Probably because of the change and stress here on the job. The message folks is guard your damn quit and grind it out. I don't care if you're at 1 day or 100 days. It requires the same level of discipline. And remember the quote..."The price of freedom is eternal vigilance." That goes for our country, and our quits too!!!
ZC