Personally, I think you're doing the right thing by bringing it up. If you didn't have the will power you would have already said, "screw it" and you would have been too terrified to log back on to the forum.
just by posting you are showing you're already strong enough and smart enough to do this. I think you need to realize that fact. Once you understand that, it gets easier. there are so many better things to do with your time. the urge sucks, but once you get your mind onto something else, you'll find you enjoy that something else much more.
I'm not an expert by any stretch, i've been quit for 15 days, but I plan on being a veteran at this sport and I know you can do it too.
On a side note, I get more enjoyment from bragging to my family, friends and co-workers that it's been 15 days since I had my last chew. They're holding me accountable just as the brother sister quitters on this forum, which drives me more.
sorry for the lengthy post, just want you to know you can do it, we're all here for you.