Good morning Anthony.
I combined your two Intros. It's a way to keep you accountable to your last failure.
As you've stated, this is your second time around here, and while I applaud you for coming clean and not trying to hide, I do want to hold your feet to the fire and ask what they Hell, man? You had the tools, and support of this site last year, and used it for four months. Why did you throw all that away and essentially take a giant dump on your former brothers?
You need to go back to your old group and fess up, too.
Get your shit wired right this time. This is not a joke.