@Mthomas3824: It's a combination of things. First and foremost, I know I'm slowly killing myself. Second, the motivation to finally quit besides the health aspects for me are that my girl hates the fact the I dip. I don't resent her or blame her for making me quit, but I'm not going to lie and say that I would've quit on my own if she hadn't come into my life a short time ago. Tonight, I realized that similar to quitting alcohol, I can't do this on my own. So, I Googled Quitting dipping and low and behold, there is help for an addict like me. Thanks for making me think this through even more than I already had.
@bigbamadan: Can't argue with your comment. The only reason I said it wasn't the nicotine was that I lasted past the 3 days it takes to get the nicotine out of my system. I was under the impression that at this point it was more of the habit, the fact that I used the dipping as a crutch to relax. Of course, since I'm new to quitting, I will defer to the wisdom of the group, which is why I'm here. It's in those times of insomnia or anxiety that I most want a dip, since I used it to relax. Thanks for keeping me honest and calling me out on my BS.
