My story is really no different then the rest yours. Been chewing about half my life. Started when I was eighteen and about to turn 36. In those eighteen years of chewing I did stop for 2 years, thought I was stronger then I was and took one from a buddy one night, and well here I am a ADDICT. Really dont know why I quit this time,. just my second time ever. Worked a job till about 10 at night, had a hour long ride home so stopped at the local gas station in the town I was in. Grabbed my usual mountain dew and walked up to the counter to grab a can. Lady said she didnt have any left and I said thats ok I just quit. The words just came out, but the conviction behind them were true, I was done and I knew it. Never told my wife but by day 3 she figured it out from the attitude I developed. Found this website and started reading. Ordered some fake stuff and what a help. That first week of having nothing was a killer, and then to find out about herbal snuff, what savior in my case. So for the first three days I had the headaches, by day 4 my mind turned against me and I actually had arguments with my self-one side was trying to convince me it will be ok, just a little here and a little there. But im done and I know Im done. Just wanted to say hi and to know Im not alone..