Hey guys. My name is Matt and I am 31 years old. I have been a tobacco user for over 18 years. Started off smoking. Smoked until I was 28 years old. I thought that smokeless tobacco would help me ween myself off of cigarettes. I was dead wrong. I stopped smoking but dipping was a lot more addictive. It consumed my life. It was all I thought about. It was hard to concentrate. It affected me marriage because my wife hated it. Now I have a child and don't want my daughter growing up fatherless. So I decided to quit. It's been only 36 hours. Yesterday was bad...I was highly irritable. Today I am fine. But I know it's gonna get worse. But I can finally say, this is it. I can already think clearly. Clearer than I have in almost 20 years.
Power through. We call the first 4-7 days the suck for a reason.
Post roll. If you haven't already.
Ask the wife to forgive you and explain what you are doing.
Have her read this.
http://www.killthecan.org/community/spousal-support/Start investing in yourself by making connections exchanging digits, and use them.
This place takes on a whole new meaning once you talk to or meet a quitter.
We all have walked the path you are on. Put your faith and trust in us. We all can do anything for a day.