You've gone through the fog a few times, and you know what the first days are like. You don't know what it's like to quit though, as you've never done it. You've had a few pauses. The good news is that you have people here who will see through the BS you have used in the past to return to nicotine slavery. We know that because we've all seen the BS, and we've all used the BS. This support group is better than your girlfriend anyway. Trust me, your GF will get tired of your fog and withdrawal and irrational mic-rage. You're quit bro/sisters will not. Welcome aboard!