As I have heard from so many of you...it is time to put my addiction behind me. Self medicating and slowly killing myself out of habit seems like something I should have put behind me a long time ago. I have chewed for 35 years about a tin per day.
I am looking forward to the support of the people on this site. I am not looking forward to the next few days. I should mention that I am drinking too. That is hard for me to admit because it is a relapse for me. I haven't considered going back to AA meetings but as I write this, I know I will need that support too.
I have been divorced for two years and find that my addictions are killing relationships...because I am hiding them - dip and alcohol. It's frustrating and self-imposed. So looking forward to this journey even though I know I am looking at some serious pain to start.
Thank you for letting me join you all.
'Remshot'