Dude, this is a great intro!
I want to share a few things... First, nicotine is wicked addictive, as you know. In the league of heroin. Now, let's talk about dip... One can has the nicotine of 3 packs of cigarettes. So, you were getting the nicotine equivalent of 6-9 packs is smokes every day. Nicotine is a horrible thing, it does nothing but take. You really liked that first buzz, right? And you've been chasing it ever since, right? When was the last time you felt that buzz?
I have a great friend that chewed for 25 years. His name is Todd, and his "handle" is Traumagnet. He chewed for 25 years. A tough all American Iraq soldier. In March I met him in Vegas and we ate crab legs and flew down Fremont Street on a zip line. His thread is at the top of this page. You, and everyone, would benefit from reading it. Nicotine takes. The longer you feed the addiction, the more it takes. Todds intro is the ultimate story of the bullshit that nicotine really is.
Post roll. Keep your word. You can do anything for a day. Anything. You can quit for a day. We will help. If you need a contact number or if I can help, shoot me a pm. This journey is hard, but it is rewarding and possible. The alternative is not rewarding.
You've got this.