Working on day 18 of my quit. Thought I would pop back in and update my introduction...sort of like a running comm log on what this is like. May not amount to much, but I figure some newbie might find it useful down the road.
Craves were non-existent today except for at the conclusion of a meeting. That
end of a long day that was productive
trigger is a strong one, but when I got home my mailbox had a God send waiting for me. 6 cans of Hooch classic in my mailbox. I can now say that I have tried (3) alternative chews.
1. That mint stuff from Oregon = felt like my lip was on fire -- about a 1 1/2 minute dip
2. Smokey Mountain: good stuff, just a tad to expensive for me to order consistently
3. Hooch (Its full name is chattahooche, in case a FNG is reading this) = shall be my alter chew of choice from here on out. IMHO its smooth, doesn't have a retarded amount of cayene in it, and its not as sticky as Smokey Mountain.
Insomnia seems to be wearing off a bit, but its still enough of a problem most nights that I am dragging a lot. However, since I changed my diet and have begun exercise the ole fat again I have noticed an improvement. I don't know for sure, but I think another 3 weeks to a month of improved diet and exercise should remedy the sleeping issues.
Hat tip to all the support in here. Accountability + Discipline = Solid Quit.
I did have retarded nic rage about a week to week and a half ago and came across the most cathardic solution. I went to the range and put 50 rounds of .45 ACP into a target. Great afternoon, but I will have to limit that since ammo ain't cheap.
One of the coolest things that I have noticed thus far in my quit is
1. I haven't used a single ant-acid in 18 days
2. I calculated that no more chew will = $112/month towards debt payoff which will expedite a loan payoff by 3 months.
3. Blood pressure has dropped
One of the things that I have learned and been mentored on thus far is to cut out/off all alcohol consumption with friends that still chew for some time. I damn near ruined my quit by going out for a night of beer and brotherhood with some friends that still chew. This may never change or I might be able to be around those guys while drinking sometime down the road.
Okay, I'm rambling and its getting late AND I need to back up again at zero dark thirty.
Later fellers! Stay frosty