Good Afternoon,
I am new to the site but unfortunately not new to trying to quit dipping. Sadly, this will be attempt 5 or 6. After repeatedly failing and feeling ashamed of myself and my weakness, I decided I have had enough. I have known about this site for sometime now but never joined. I think partially it was because I deep down did not want to quit. I have a wife of 5 years and two beautiful and healthy children. Like many of you, I started underage (15) and regret ever taking that first pinch. Now, almost 11 years and countless dollars and cans later, I have decided enough is enough. I'm a full time firefighter and I get out of the military reserve this coming month after 6 years. These career fields are extremely tough to be around in regards to the use of tobacco daily, but I know I can do it. However, I could use some help along the way. Not just from my wife and kids, but also from those who have been in the same shoes and know how tough it will be. I look forward to meeting you all and getting through this struggle.
Thanks for your time,
Brandon