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[Tapout75]

I fucked up today, and caved. Found a can in my truck, and instinct took over. Had 1 dip for about 5 minutes, stopped and thought about what i was doing, spit it out, threw the can away, and now i feel like shit.

My mouth tasted like ass, depression immediately took over, I let myself and my kids down. As a grown fucking man, I do not cry. ever. But right now i feel like doing exactly that. And as a grown fucking man, i should have known better. The fucking copenhagen mother fucker has control over me, and i must kill that bitch. I swear now to my kids, my fiance, you guys, my gums, my fucking laptop i type this on, i will not NOT dip again. This is fucking bullshit. I had 5 fucking days in. I want to take some kickboxing classes for like a year now. Guess where the money was going to come from? thats right the fucking money i put into my fucking cake hole every fucking day. I could have extra money to buy my daughter nicer school clothes, or take my son to the park without having to fucking hide myself spitting from all of the other parents looking at me like i was a fucking freak. If i have to stop the crave but shoving a fucking can of smc up my fucking shit hole, i will fucking do it. I am a stupid mother fucker for caving. I admit my fuck-uped-ness.

If you guys will let me start over here on day 1 . i will be grateful. if not i will still quit. the only fucking thing that will beat this fucking addiction is the fucking ball bag to just fucking do it.

So in parting. I am pissed. At myself for being a fucking pussy. at copenhagen for being a cocksucker. I want to make one of those TRUTH commercials, where i find the head of copenhagen, and skull fuck his fucking rich fucking face on camera to show the world how he fucked me for 18 yrs. fuck him. fuck cope. fuck skoal. fuck kodiak. fuck gold river. fuck grizzly. fuck hawken. fuck those dirty mother fuckers right up their fucking asses. fuck my caving. fuck them all..

[Ricko]

I am starting to contribute some of my dizziness to the mixture i made. 1 can Smokey mountain classic- 1 can hooch classic- 1 can bacc-off...mixed together in a bowl and divided it up into 3 cans... And i thought they tasted like crap before??? This concoction now has the aroma and the taste of a prostitues breath on a saturday night. But somehow i feel slightly aroused, is this normal?  :blink:

totally...been with many sat night hookers and the breath is the thing that makes me get wallet out

This is total dedication to the quit. that is alot of effort to kill the bitch. I am impressed, if I had my own company I would hire you. keep quit dudes.

[cdforecheck]

I am starting to contribute some of my dizziness to the mixture i made. 1 can Smokey mountain classic- 1 can hooch classic- 1 can bacc-off...mixed together in a bowl and divided it up into 3 cans... And i thought they tasted like crap before??? This concoction now has the aroma and the taste of a prostitues breath on a saturday night. But somehow i feel slightly aroused, is this normal? :blink:

totally...been with many sat night hookers and the breath is the thing that makes me get wallet out

[Tapout75]

I am starting to contribute some of my dizziness to the mixture i made. 1 can Smokey mountain classic- 1 can hooch classic- 1 can bacc-off...mixed together in a bowl and divided it up into 3 cans... And i thought they tasted like crap before??? This concoction now has the aroma and the taste of a prostitues breath on a saturday night. But somehow i feel slightly aroused, is this normal? :blink:

[jaydisco]

Wow. I expected this first day to be hard. But i had no idea the physical part would feel so funny..I dont know if it is the lack of nicotine, or all those nasty fake cans i bought. But i am light headed, dizzy, grumpy, tired as hell. almost feel drunk LOL.

After the first 3 days, do these feelings get easier?

Also, is dipping smc bad for you? Because it is something against your gum and lip even though there is no nicotine.

I actually started to enjoy the "dizzy high" I felt after the first few days. Brains love Oxygen almost as much as chicks dig that guy from Twilight.

[cubs204]

Even sooner that Saturday night, i have a big test comming up at 2:00 today. I have a job interview and at this interview i have to take a mechanical and electrical test. All while feeling jittery and craving hard. LOL.

Dont let your brain do this to yourself. Those are just excuses you listed. You will always have them. Do not let yourself lie to yourself any longer.

[MDG Welding]

Just remember that dip will not change anything, it's all in your head. Will you do better if you dip...hell no, but it will make your breath smell like a pigs ass....maybe that will help get the job. Or you might not rinse good enouhg and show the hot HR girl some worm dirt stuck in your teeth, maybe that will help.

I say all that just so you can begin the rewiring process in your head, nothing is changed around you with dip, it's all in your head.

Great job on making the commitment and stick to it, this site works but you have to use the tools.

[Tapout75]

Even sooner that Saturday night, i have a big test comming up at 2:00 today. I have a job interview and at this interview i have to take a mechanical and electrical test. All while feeling jittery and craving hard. LOL.

[DanTheMan]

Welcome Tapout

Congratulations on the best decision of your life. It sounds like you're ready to kick the nic bitch's ass. I like your attitude. I can sympathize with the stress you're going through but listen up - if you're the ultimate UFC fan then you have a huge test coming up on Sat. - not dipping during UFC 101. I watch all the events as well and let me tell you it feels so much better watching the shows and doing everything else in life without a piece of dog shit in your mouth.

You will get through it!!! Read everything on KTC,,,multiple times,,post roll everyday,,,have a crave plan. Let me know if you need anything and go over to the UFC thread and make some predictions.

[chewie]

Wow. I expected this first day to be hard. But i had no idea the physical part would feel so funny..I dont know if it is the lack of nicotine, or all those nasty fake cans i bought. But i am light headed, dizzy, grumpy, tired as hell. almost feel drunk LOL.

After the first 3 days, do these feelings get easier?

Also, is dipping smc bad for you? Because it is something against your gum and lip even though there is no nicotine.

This sound about right? http://www.killthecan.org/facts/thefog.asp

Hang in there... it gets better. I can't tell you exactly when but it does. Promise.

Till then hold tight and stick with us. It's worth it in the end.

chewie

[Tapout75]

Wow. I expected this first day to be hard. But i had no idea the physical part would feel so funny..I dont know if it is the lack of nicotine, or all those nasty fake cans i bought. But i am light headed, dizzy, grumpy, tired as hell. almost feel drunk LOL.

After the first 3 days, do these feelings get easier?

Also, is dipping smc bad for you? Because it is something against your gum and lip even though there is no nicotine.

[bscar]

Allow myself to introduce..um.. myself,

I am 36 from Indiana, have a fiance and a 5 yr old daughter, and a 16 month old son.

I work in the maintenance field ( building, machinery, production equip.)

I have been laid off for 5 months now.So pretty much all I do now is take care of 2 kids and look for work. Not real big into sports, but i am like the ultimate UFC fan.

I have chewed a can of cope everyday for about 18 years, and i am done. I cannot even fathom the money i have wasted on that shit. The receding gumlines, the spit bottles in the house, the car, the movies everywhere i went. Today when i woke up, i dumped the half can i had into the shitter, where it belongs.

I ordered some of the fake stuff, smokey mountain, hooch, and bacc-off. I have recieved the hooch and the smc, and let me tell you they dont taste much like cope, but damn that hooch smells like a dead horses rectum.

So anyways, here i am done chewing. For me, my kids, and now all you guys.

The stress of being laid off and becoming a temporary Mr. Mom have been hard. But it will not beat me. I searched online and found this site, and after reading tons of pages, you guys seem just like me. . any questions please ask.

PS I can fathom the cost now, about 23,000....thats either a new truck, or a really good hooker, and to think i was cramming it into my puke hole.

TAPOUT-

A mixed martial arts brother...beautiful...I'm also a huge UFC fan and do some training here locally as a hobby. Check out the UFC thread in the sports section where me and some of the others talk about the latest.

Sounds like things are rough and it's a perfect time for you to keep on feeding yourself bullshit and self-pity to keep on chewing....but you chose this time to quit...I DIG THAT SHIT! Says alot about your attitude.

Get some numbers, keep on reading and if you need anything, ring me up. Stay Quit or I will throw you into a rear naked choke and ignore your tap

[ScooterScum]

Allow myself to introduce..um.. myself,

I am 36 from Indiana, have a fiance and a 5 yr old daughter, and a 16 month old son.

I work in the maintenance field ( building, machinery, production equip.)

I have been laid off for 5 months now.So pretty much all I do now is take care of 2 kids and look for work. Not real big into sports, but i am like the ultimate UFC fan.

I have chewed a can of cope everyday for about 18 years, and i am done. I cannot even fathom the money i have wasted on that shit. The receding gumlines, the spit bottles in the house, the car, the movies everywhere i went. Today when i woke up, i dumped the half can i had into the shitter, where it belongs.

I ordered some of the fake stuff, smokey mountain, hooch, and bacc-off. I have recieved the hooch and the smc, and let me tell you they dont taste much like cope, but damn that hooch smells like a dead horses rectum.

So anyways, here i am done chewing. For me, my kids, and now all you guys.

The stress of being laid off and becoming a temporary Mr. Mom have been hard. But it will not beat me. I searched online and found this site, and after reading tons of pages, you guys seem just like me. . any questions please ask.

PS I can fathom the cost now, about 23,000....thats either a new truck, or a really good hooker, and to think  i was cramming it into my puke hole.

Welcome tapout!! I'm a 30 year plus cope dipper up to 2 cans per day, so let me tell you straight up, if I can quit you can quit!!!! I hated the Smokey mountain crap (too sticky) and agree the Hooch regular sucks. What taste it did have felt like I was sucking on cardboard. I tried the mint hooch and found that I could tolerate it and it tastes a hell of a lot better than the original or spitfire!!!!

Here are some links that may help...

Be sure and visit the welcome center, it will provide you with a ton of informationÂ…..

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Your quit group is November 09... here ....

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Roll call, why we do it your word by LOOT.

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A how to get started by Remy:

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How to post roll.

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How to Post ROLL CALL - Roll Call Instructions
Step 1 - Find the last Roll Call
Step 2 - Hit the "Quote" button in the upper right hand corner.
Step 3 - Click your mouse ANYWHERE in The bottom Box
Step 4 - Hit Ctrl and "A" at the Same time so it looks like THIS
Step 5 - Hit Ctrl and "X" at the same time so there is NOTHING in Either Box
Step 6 - Click your mouse in the TOP BOX
Step 7 - Hit Ctrl and "V" at the same time to Past the info into the top box AND ADD YOUR info to the bottom of the list
Step 8 - Hit ADD REPLY below the bottom box
Step 9 - Go back to the 1st unread post, pat yourself on the back, and have a beer cause you will not be dipping today.

If you need anything else, give me a shout.

[Tapout75]

Allow myself to introduce..um.. myself,

I am 36 from Indiana, have a fiance and a 5 yr old daughter, and a 16 month old son.

I work in the maintenance field ( building, machinery, production equip.)

I have been laid off for 5 months now.So pretty much all I do now is take care of 2 kids and look for work. Not real big into sports, but i am like the ultimate UFC fan.

I have chewed a can of cope everyday for about 18 years, and i am done. I cannot even fathom the money i have wasted on that shit. The receding gumlines, the spit bottles in the house, the car, the movies everywhere i went. Today when i woke up, i dumped the half can i had into the shitter, where it belongs.

I ordered some of the fake stuff, smokey mountain, hooch, and bacc-off. I have recieved the hooch and the smc, and let me tell you they dont taste much like cope, but damn that hooch smells like a dead horses rectum.

So anyways, here i am done chewing. For me, my kids, and now all you guys.

The stress of being laid off and becoming a temporary Mr. Mom have been hard. But it will not beat me. I searched online and found this site, and after reading tons of pages, you guys seem just like me. . any questions please ask.

PS I can fathom the cost now, about 23,000....thats either a new truck, or a really good hooker, and to think i was cramming it into my puke hole.