I don't see a roll post in there yet. I also see that your last post was at around 1AM my time, almost 10 hours ago. Does that mean you caved? If you did, from personal past experience, I would imagine that putting that crap back in your mouth made you feel like shit, mentally and physically. I would imagine that you said to yourself, "Man, this isn't worth it." So, if that is the case, dump it, come on back, and post day 1.
Seriously though, I hope you didn't cave.