Okay, keep it short and to the point (from what I have read we mostly have the same story). Served 17yrs of a life sentence to this BTCH (she had no intention of letting go)!! 5 days ago decided enough was enough!! Just got tired of all the BS that comes with using. Day 3 was rough I thought I was going to break. I got online thinking there had to be others struggling with this (had no idea it would be this hard) and needing to vent to someone. Found KILL THE CAN read a few posts and people were just going off, really upset about letting their addiction lead their lives. Anyway, I didnt give in and I have came back to this site everyday!! It has been alot harder than I thought (this btch is relentless) but, I know im not dealing with anything unique and this btch can be beat!!