I quit again

[Dipchit]

Day 115.
Anxiety Anxiety Anxiety.
I will not dip today and that’s my promise.
I had some pretty bad cravings yesterday. Felt like the first week again. Good god, how long does the suffering last? This is completely insane.
Glad to be quit with you all.

worktowin 3,937.  Hope you are starting to celebrate the wins a little in addition to the suffering.  Some day you'll be glad you posted all of this here so you can come back and read it and remember how much this shit put you through.

Keith0617 1826 ODAAT

Alcohol withdrawal only lasted about two weeks. Peaked at 5 days and faded away until about the 2nd week. Then it was life as usual but with no alcohol. I do drink fake beer though because I love the taste of beer.

[Keith0617]

Day 115.
Anxiety Anxiety Anxiety.
I will not dip today and that’s my promise.
I had some pretty bad cravings yesterday. Felt like the first week again. Good god, how long does the suffering last? This is completely insane.
Glad to be quit with you all.

worktowin 3,937.  Hope you are starting to celebrate the wins a little in addition to the suffering.  Some day you'll be glad you posted all of this here so you can come back and read it and remember how much this shit put you through.

Keith0617 1826 ODAAT

[worktowin]

Day 115.
Anxiety Anxiety Anxiety.
I will not dip today and that’s my promise.
I had some pretty bad cravings yesterday. Felt like the first week again. Good god, how long does the suffering last? This is completely insane.
Glad to be quit with you all.

worktowin 3,937.  Hope you are starting to celebrate the wins a little in addition to the suffering.  Some day you'll be glad you posted all of this here so you can come back and read it and remember how much this shit put you through.

[Dipchit]

Day 115.
Anxiety Anxiety Anxiety.
I will not dip today and that’s my promise.
I had some pretty bad cravings yesterday. Felt like the first week again. Good god, how long does the suffering last? This is completely insane.
Glad to be quit with you all.

[Keith0617]

Day 114
I promise not to dip today. Fear and depression again this morning. Not as intense as yesterday but it still sucks.

worktowin 3,936.  Today you have no fear of wasting time hiding and lying from your family bro.  Today is your day.  Make the most of 114 days of owning your actions instead of letting a little chopped up plant of poison run your life.  It's an honor to quit with you.

Keith0617 1825 ODAAT

[worktowin]

Day 114
I promise not to dip today. Fear and depression again this morning. Not as intense as yesterday but it still sucks.

worktowin 3,936.  Today you have no fear of wasting time hiding and lying from your family bro.  Today is your day.  Make the most of 114 days of owning your actions instead of letting a little chopped up plant of poison run your life.  It's an honor to quit with you.

[Dipchit]

Day 114
I promise not to dip today. Fear and depression again this morning. Not as intense as yesterday but it still sucks.

[Keith0617]

Day 113
Woke up to the same. Anxiety, fear, depression, tingling and butterflies in the tummy feeling. Had a monster crave last night but I held out and didn’t go get a can. I promise not to dip today.

MN/2,717 you inspire my quit through your grit and determination. keep it up sir.

Thanks. It’s really hard and nearly unbearable at times but somehow I’m getting through this. Some days are so hard that it’s one hour at a time. The anxiety is the worst. Day 113 and in agony.

Keith0617 1824 ODAAT

[Dipchit]

Day 113
Woke up to the same. Anxiety, fear, depression, tingling and butterflies in the tummy feeling. Had a monster crave last night but I held out and didn’t go get a can. I promise not to dip today.

MN/2,717 you inspire my quit through your grit and determination. keep it up sir.

Thanks. It’s really hard and nearly unbearable at times but somehow I’m getting through this. Some days are so hard that it’s one hour at a time. The anxiety is the worst. Day 113 and in agony.

[MN_Engineer]

Day 113
Woke up to the same. Anxiety, fear, depression, tingling and butterflies in the tummy feeling. Had a monster crave last night but I held out and didn’t go get a can. I promise not to dip today.

MN/2,717 you inspire my quit through your grit and determination. keep it up sir.

[Dipchit]

Day 113
Woke up to the same. Anxiety, fear, depression, tingling and butterflies in the tummy feeling. Had a monster crave last night but I held out and didn’t go get a can. I promise not to dip today.

[Keith0617]

Day 112 and still in the funk.
I promise myself that I will not dip today.
Can’t wait for the funk to pass so I can get some resemblance of what my life should be like. Not a depressed and anxious little pussy. Fuck this shit sucks.
Glad to be quit with you all.

Sorry, man. I know that means next to nothing coming from some rando dude on the internet who you don't know, will never know, and never meet.
BUT... the knowledge you're not alone has far more weight than you would think. Anxiety and depression are an absolute bitch. You get stuck in your mind loop and it's hard to bust out. Concerning anxiety, one of the most amazing things I've ever heard from a medical professional was this: "Anxiety is a thinking problem about a thinking problem". Chew on that as you will.

All that to say... there is light you're heading toward. With ya today, bro.
AJ... 3,820

Keith0617 1823 ODAAT

[AppleJack]

Day 112 and still in the funk.
I promise myself that I will not dip today.
Can’t wait for the funk to pass so I can get some resemblance of what my life should be like. Not a depressed and anxious little pussy. Fuck this shit sucks.
Glad to be quit with you all.

Sorry, man. I know that means next to nothing coming from some rando dude on the internet who you don't know, will never know, and never meet.
BUT... the knowledge you're not alone has far more weight than you would think. Anxiety and depression are an absolute bitch. You get stuck in your mind loop and it's hard to bust out. Concerning anxiety, one of the most amazing things I've ever heard from a medical professional was this: "Anxiety is a thinking problem about a thinking problem". Chew on that as you will.

All that to say... there is light you're heading toward. With ya today, bro.
AJ... 3,820

[Dipchit]

Day 112 and still in the funk.
I promise myself that I will not dip today.
Can’t wait for the funk to pass so I can get some resemblance of what my life should be like. Not a depressed and anxious little pussy. Fuck this shit sucks.
Glad to be quit with you all.

[MN_Engineer]

Day 111
Still very depressed but I’m still not going to dip today and that is my promise. BTW we haven’t seen the sun here for a week. Nothing but doom and gloom with rain. We have flood warnings  and beach hazards posted for this area of northern Minnesota. Here’s to another day of depression

Worktowin 3,933

You can do this. If I can, I know you can.

Keith0617 1822 ODAAT

still struggling with depression. Really bad day but I’m still clean. It’s so hard but the day is almost done thank goodness. I never ever thought this shit would still be going for this long. This is insane. I’m really reaching deep within for the strength to keep going. Glad you quitters are here with me. See you all in the morning. No dip tonight for me.

MN/2,716 - with you today