^^^^ YES ^^^^ For all of that stuff. Post roll, read everything you can and repeat. That's all there is to it. You got this! You really can do this. Don't believe me? Then go to the Quit Groups and click around...not just your group, but click around a few other years and months. Then think...every name you see there...EVERY ONE OF THEM...is or has been right where you are now. And they are living free. Every last one of them...living free. Pretty cool, huh?
Nobody can do this for you. Quitting is a privilege reserved to those who have the guts to do it. YOU are earning your freedom ONE DAY AT A TIME.
Some say this sucks. But you tell me what sucks...cancer, chemotherapy, feeding tubes, torturing those who love you the most with your death, no jaw, no tongue, disfiguring surgery or withdrawal symptoms?
Tell me...just exactly what sucks about doing something as heroic as saving your own life? To me, you a badass hero for having made the choice. Never miss a chance to recognize your own greatness. Now stick with it. Post roll, read and repeat. CONGRATS!!!