Welcome chillin. You never quit before, you merely stopped for a bit. We battle the nic bitch daily here. We battle it together. We accept zero excuses for failure. We quit for today. I quit with you today. You need to stay prepared with substitutes (seeds, bubble gum, lifesavers, fake chew, etc) and chug a ton of water. Post roll each morning without fail. Posting roll will lock you in to 24 hours of quit. It's the best protection you have provided you take it seriously as we do. If you don't take that seriously you will likely fail.