I'm done

[waketech]

Dear Web MD My name is "QuitDoc" cool name huh?

I am having an issue and I am too embarrassed to go to my doctor for help. I was wondering if you could help me out?

About 3 months ago I had two very very little round objects between my legs. Over the course of these last three months they have shriveled and have even disappeared back up into my pelvic area. What was an outie is more of an innie. It has also started to itch and feels good when I scratch it. Anyway it is getting bigger and and I hate to say it but I believe I could have a pussy. Could this be True? Is there anything I can do to reverse it? Could this thing get so big that people will call me a pussy?

Any help or comments on this matter would be appreciated?

Thanks

Sincerely
Vagina (AKA QUITDOC)

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[waketech]

Dear Web MD My name is "QuitDoc" cool name huh?

I am having an issue and I am too embarrassed to go to my doctor for help. I was wondering if you could help me out?

About 3 months ago I had two very very little round objects between my legs. Over the course of these last three months they have shriveled and have even disappeared back up into my pelvic area. What was an outie is more of an innie. It has also started to itch and feels good when I scratch it. Anyway it is getting bigger and and I hate to say it but I believe I could have a pussy. Could this be True? Is there anything I can do to reverse it? Could this thing get so big that people will call me a pussy?

Any help or comments on this matter would be appreciated?

Thanks

Sincerely
Vagina (AKA QUITDOC)

[kana]

Welp, I done fucked up. After 14 days of being nicotine free, I slipped up last night. I was about 9 hours into a 12 hour solo car ride and stuck in bad traffic. I didn't realize what a trigger road rage is for me. Anyway, I listened to the devious addict within and caved. It wasn't what my lying mind told me it would be and I felt ashamed instantly and threw that shit away. I am back to my quit and feel like a total asshole for caving, but I now know a huge trigger and will make sure that I am prepared in the future.

Conspicuous in its absence is a roll post yesterday. I don't believe in coincidences. Also conspicuous in its absence is a roll post today.

Are you going to get serious about this? We don't suffer fools well. _

Do I need to switch which thread I post role in?

Yes. You are now in March 2013. Only post roll there if you are committed to this. There is no acceptable reason to cave. None.

You also owe February an explanation.

Done. I am serious about this. I caved because I left myself alone with the addict within for too long. I will not make that mistake again.

Do you want some hints on how to stay quit since your way seems to keep failing?

I'll give you hint: ask for help when you need it. Want to be quit.

Addiction is a mufucker. Best get your mind strait Doc.

Hint #2: post roll er damned morning. Not some. Not a few. Not when u have time....er damned morning.

just happened to have a can in the car? bullshit-
When I finally quit I was on my knees crying like a baby to god to help me, because I had soooo many past failures. The next morning I found KTC and quit 10 days early. I now have a quit aura that can only be seen with dog glasses, it's with me always.. I got this way by holding myself accountable for my actions.. everyone deserves a second chance.. don't waste this one cause you could simply end up dead.. post roll, brush teeth, eat etc.. after awhile you won't have road rage anymore, but it'll take longer than 2 weeks.. peace

[loot]

Welp, I done fucked up. After 14 days of being nicotine free, I slipped up last night. I was about 9 hours into a 12 hour solo car ride and stuck in bad traffic. I didn't realize what a trigger road rage is for me. Anyway, I listened to the devious addict within and caved. It wasn't what my lying mind told me it would be and I felt ashamed instantly and threw that shit away. I am back to my quit and feel like a total asshole for caving, but I now know a huge trigger and will make sure that I am prepared in the future.

Conspicuous in its absence is a roll post yesterday. I don't believe in coincidences. Also conspicuous in its absence is a roll post today.

Are you going to get serious about this? We don't suffer fools well. _

Do I need to switch which thread I post role in?

Yes. You are now in March 2013. Only post roll there if you are committed to this. There is no acceptable reason to cave. None.

You also owe February an explanation.

Done. I am serious about this. I caved because I left myself alone with the addict within for too long. I will not make that mistake again.

Do you want some hints on how to stay quit since your way seems to keep failing?

I'll give you hint: ask for help when you need it. Want to be quit.

Addiction is a mufucker. Best get your mind strait Doc.

Hint #2: post roll er damned morning. Not some. Not a few. Not when u have time....er damned morning.

[wastepanel]

Welp, I done fucked up. After 14 days of being nicotine free, I slipped up last night. I was about 9 hours into a 12 hour solo car ride and stuck in bad traffic. I didn't realize what a trigger road rage is for me. Anyway, I listened to the devious addict within and caved. It wasn't what my lying mind told me it would be and I felt ashamed instantly and threw that shit away. I am back to my quit and feel like a total asshole for caving, but I now know a huge trigger and will make sure that I am prepared in the future.

Conspicuous in its absence is a roll post yesterday. I don't believe in coincidences. Also conspicuous in its absence is a roll post today.

Are you going to get serious about this? We don't suffer fools well. _

Do I need to switch which thread I post role in?

Yes. You are now in March 2013. Only post roll there if you are committed to this. There is no acceptable reason to cave. None.

You also owe February an explanation.

Done. I am serious about this. I caved because I left myself alone with the addict within for too long. I will not make that mistake again.

Do you want some hints on how to stay quit since your way seems to keep failing?

I'll give you hint: ask for help when you need it. Want to be quit.

[wastepanel]

We send out life lines here everyday.  Every once in a while we toss out enough steel cable to re-support the Mackinaw Bridge.  That's what happened in here today. If you hang around long enough, you'll understand why.

Take note, grab on, and don't fucking let go.

Amen Red.

Hey doc, don't forget the past. It will remind you of what to never do again in the future.

Learn from the past.
Quit for today.
Fuck the future.

[RAZD611]

We send out life lines here everyday. Every once in a while we toss out enough steel cable to re-support the Mackinaw Bridge. That's what happened in here today. If you hang around long enough, you'll understand why.

Take note, grab on, and don't fucking let go.

Amen Red.

Hey doc, don't forget the past. It will remind you of what to never do again in the future.

[redtrain14]

We send out life lines here everyday. Every once in a while we toss out enough steel cable to re-support the Mackinaw Bridge. That's what happened in here today. If you hang around long enough, you'll understand why.

Take note, grab on, and don't fucking let go.

[quitdoc]

Yo, I fucked up. I admitted it to myself and to you all. I realize what happened and have already taken measures to ensure I don't make the same mistake again. No, I didn't have a fucking "safety can." I don't know what else you all expect me to do. I've said my piece, I'm quit for today, and I have taken down numbers of fellow quitters in case the addict inside starts to rattle the cage. I can't go back in time and change my idiotic behavior; if any of us could, we wouldn't be here. I can only be better in the future. I am quit for today, and that is all that matters. Now lets leave the past where it belongs and get on with ourselves. No reason to wish further suffering on me; the shame of letting myself down is far greater than anything else. Anyway, that's that. I'm quit for today; everything else be damned.

[RAZD611]

I feel sorry for you!!!

Don't feel sorry for him! I don't. I hope it sucks even more this time. I hope those first few days are devastating in every way imaginable. I hope he feels like shit every minute.

Maybe this time it will be enough to help him remember what he went through to get quit. Hopefully it will be so shitty he will never forget, so he will never repeat.

[Mthomas3824]

The common denominator of caving - NOT POSTING ROLL Shit people. This program isn't rocket science or brain surgery. It is a simple plan.

Post roll and promise to be quit for that day. Your promise is to your group. If you have triggers or struggle, you can't cave unless you call two of your quit brothers and ask them for permission to cave. (That small action will give you enough pause not to be impulsive on your addiction)

Just keep your word. If you make it past that day and wake up tomorrow. Simply repeat.

Seriously, how hard is it to post roll people? If you had a nic fit, you would do anything to get a dip. Use that same effort and energy in your quit. Turn your nic fits into quit fits and win.

It is truly amazing to be free from the chains of addiction. 259 days in a row that I have quit and posted roll. Coincidence?

I thought I was weak before KTC. I wasn't I just didn't know how to quit. This is simple. The battles are hard and real but the program is simple. Do it and follow it with exactness and you can't fail.

[Wt57]

Were you driving with a tin in the car? or did you jump from hood to hood in bumper to bumper traffic until you landed at a C-Store? Either way its fucking WEAK!!! I'm sure once you loaded your lip the traffic parted like the red sea too.

This one grinds me because I drive a lot for work. I had panic attacks while driving, I though I forgot how to breathe and almost passed out while driving, I texted Wedge when I wanted to cave once while driving (he texted me out of it), I broke the arm rest on the passenger seat while driving because i was so full of rage. I went through a lot of shit while driving but not once did I take the pussy way out and cave.

Get your ass in the March group and get your shit together!!!! We're here to help. Use us!!!!!!

'clap' (diesel was chewing on the steering wheel too! ). Doc reach around in your pants and see if you can find some nuts.

[Diesel2112]

Were you driving with a tin in the car? or did you jump from hood to hood in bumper to bumper traffic until you landed at a C-Store? Either way its fucking WEAK!!! I'm sure once you loaded your lip the traffic parted like the red sea too.

This one grinds me because I drive a lot for work. I had panic attacks while driving, I though I forgot how to breathe and almost passed out while driving, I texted Wedge when I wanted to cave once while driving (he texted me out of it), I broke the arm rest on the passenger seat while driving because i was so full of rage. I went through a lot of shit while driving but not once did I take the pussy way out and cave.

Get your ass in the March group and get your shit together!!!! We're here to help. Use us!!!!!!

[Timeless117]

Welp, I done fucked up. After 14 days of being nicotine free, I slipped up last night. I was about 9 hours into a 12 hour solo car ride and stuck in bad traffic. I didn't realize what a trigger road rage is for me. Anyway, I listened to the devious addict within and caved. It wasn't what my lying mind told me it would be and I felt ashamed instantly and threw that shit away. I am back to my quit and feel like a total asshole for caving, but I now know a huge trigger and will make sure that I am prepared in the future.

Conspicuous in its absence is a roll post yesterday. I don't believe in coincidences. Also conspicuous in its absence is a roll post today.

Are you going to get serious about this? We don't suffer fools well. _

Do I need to switch which thread I post role in?

Yes. You are now in March 2013. Only post roll there if you are committed to this. There is no acceptable reason to cave. None.

You also owe February an explanation.

Done. I am serious about this. I caved because I left myself alone with the addict within for too long. I will not make that mistake again.

Damn man you have to start over.... I feel sorry for you!!! For me never again, not for any reason...I sent you my number.... Try reaching out next time you want to shit on your group....Traffic really for traffic?

What kind of weak ass shit is this? :angry:

You sir, are full of shit. Here's what I think happened. You went two weeks and felt good about yourself. You knew you were going to be in the car a while yesterday, you bought a can, and waited for the opportunity to 'reward yourself' for your two weeks.

You planned the whole fucking thing.

And I don't believe there is one ounce of sincerity in your confession, or your resolve to kick this shit.

I smell BS addict talk all through your little story.

Get real or get the fuck out.

Road rage/traffic/driving is a trigger for all of us. Thats a weak excuse

[Nolaq]

Welp, I done fucked up. After 14 days of being nicotine free, I slipped up last night. I was about 9 hours into a 12 hour solo car ride and stuck in bad traffic. I didn't realize what a trigger road rage is for me. Anyway, I listened to the devious addict within and caved. It wasn't what my lying mind told me it would be and I felt ashamed instantly and threw that shit away. I am back to my quit and feel like a total asshole for caving, but I now know a huge trigger and will make sure that I am prepared in the future.

Conspicuous in its absence is a roll post yesterday. I don't believe in coincidences. Also conspicuous in its absence is a roll post today.

Are you going to get serious about this? We don't suffer fools well. _

Do I need to switch which thread I post role in?

Yes. You are now in March 2013. Only post roll there if you are committed to this. There is no acceptable reason to cave. None.

You also owe February an explanation.

Done. I am serious about this. I caved because I left myself alone with the addict within for too long. I will not make that mistake again.

Damn man you have to start over.... I feel sorry for you!!! For me never again, not for any reason...I sent you my number.... Try reaching out next time you want to shit on your group....Traffic really for traffic?

What kind of weak ass shit is this? :angry:

You sir, are full of shit. Here's what I think happened. You went two weeks and felt good about yourself. You knew you were going to be in the car a while yesterday, you bought a can, and waited for the opportunity to 'reward yourself' for your two weeks.

You planned the whole fucking thing.

And I don't believe there is one ounce of sincerity in your confession, or your resolve to kick this shit.

I smell BS addict talk all through your little story.

Get real or get the fuck out.