I finally made the decision. At 45 years old, with a beautiful wife and two great kids, my dumb ass has finally decided that I have so much to live for. After 20 long years of being a slave to skoal, I threw the crap in the trash and haven't had a dip in three days. Smokey Mountain peach and mint have been my friends in this fight so far. I will win! I am thankful that I found this great site full of great people, and I will be leaning on all of you for support. Like many of you, I have attempted to quit, one time as long as two years! This time seems different to me though. Maybe seeing my baseball heroes of the past, once indestructible, be diagnosed with cancer. Tony Gwynn is gone and Curt Schilling is in remission but is a shadow of his former self. I will be praying for you Curt! I know I am rambling on, but these are the thoughts that I have been battling with lately. I can't actually believe that I used to actually search for information on the web to convince myself that smokeless tobacco wasn't as bad as advertised. WHAT A DUMB ASS! Anyway, day two, (yesterday) I was in a terrible dip fog. I think it's gone now though. I woke up this morning feeling great. Like I said, I attempted to quit many times before, 2 years, six months and so on for the last 20 years. Maybe that's why I wasn't in such a dip fog for long. Who knows, but I can say I feel completely different this time. LIKE MY LIFE DEPENDS ON MY QUIT! I am humbled to be posting on this great site. Thank You for your support.