Hi my name is Gregory

[ChickDip]

If you are as weak at year one as you were at day one, you're doing it wrong - RickDicolus

This Speaks volumes

[AppleJack]

Caved.

Sad.

Time to go "try" somewhere else... KTC isn't for you.

[worktowin]

Caved.

[pab1964]

For you guy's thinking about leaving ktc or not posting regular, read this before you make your decision!

[worktowin]

MIA.

[BazookaJoe]

If you ever want to get another perspective on how addiction can destroy your life watch the movie "Flight" starring Denzel Washington. His character is an alcoholic pilot that goes from fame to lame to recovering addict. There are many scenes in the movie that addicts of all substances can relate to. I suggest you watch it and pay attention to the scene in which he finds the mini bar, grabs a small bottle of vodka, sets it down, pauses for a moment, and then snatches up the bottle. That's the vision I had when you found the trophy can in the bottom of that bag. You saw it, you grabbed it, you thought about your 400 days quit, and then opened that can and threw it all away.

The movie had a much better ending but you now have a chance to join the ranks of the retreads here at KTC if you choose to do so. You know it's going to suck the next few weeks but you gotta battle through it. You know this and you've done this before, so you shouldn't need direction from anyone on how to execute your final quit. You will however have to modify a few aspects of your quit strategy because you failed miserably. You'll need to post more in your group, post support roll in other groups, post in other's intros, and welcome new quitters as they stream in. You have experience as a special butterfly and a caver so you can teach other people on exactly what should not be done.

The rest is entirely up to you. You have to want to be quit, want to stay quit, and learn to absolutely vehemently hate nicotine and want to kill that bitch every time you see her. The ball is in your court buddy, whatcha gonna do now?

[I'm done with chew]

I just caught up on this train wreck. I don't have any positive words for you right now cause I think you are a fool. Someone who throws away 400 days of quit to come back and talk about liking chew is beyond my understanding. You never even had a chance in your last attempt and I barely see hope for you now. BUT, today you have helped me. You have made me look back on my quit and question wether I have enough hatred for my addiction? Do I have a solid foundation established and am I using the tools KTC has blessed me with? I can answer yes to these questions. I am confident in my quit because I remember what it was like to be a slave. I hate what it made me and took from me. I have regained integrity and pride. You can do this as well. But you will have to understand your addiction and gain a healthy hatred for it. Today I am stronger in my quit because you have reminded me what slavery is. Good luck.

[macgregor]

And I'm still quiting. ..this good feeling of taste is smth what makes me feel stronger... I think that this is realy sad If You cannot feel the taste of food because of addiction. ..

[Diesel2112]

It seems that whatever I will tell can be use against me. ..

What you tell I have heard before. Most times it ends in the person going back to the can.

Don't think of it being used against you but as us recognizing a pattern to failure.

Would you rather us say nothing and sit idly by as you are lured back to addiction?

[worktowin]

It seems that whatever I will tell can be use against me. ..

We all want the same thing, Greg.

To quit.

That is all. We have a common goal. To fight a fierce opponent as a group and win, one day at a time.

Every day we work to build our hated just a little more, because that hatred helps us win.

I promised that I wouldn't reply unless you answered the 3 questions, so thanks for your initial efforts at that. You still need to work on hatred of your opponent, but little by little, I'm hoping you are finding that this team is not fighting you, we are fighting nicotine. And one day at a time, with honor and honesty, we can win the fight.

[macgregor]

It seems that whatever I will tell can be use against me. ..

[rdad]

If you are as weak at year one as you were at day one, you're doing it wrong - RickDicolus

'dance' I love that quote! Very True 'dance'

[Smeds]

If you are as weak at year one as you were at day one, you're doing it wrong - RickDicolus

[Diesel2112]

You sound like a fucking dumb ass, not someone who had 400 days under their belt.

You obviously learned nothing in that time and still don't know which way is up. As someone said earlier, you're really starting to sound like a troll.

Best of luck to you as you try to figure out what to figure out.

[Grizzlyhasclaws]

'Crazy'