That first buzz... Man I still remember it. I was about 13 years old. I stole it from my grandfather and my head spun and I thought I would throw up. I got about 10 more buzzes after that one, then just a lot of... I need to dip now feelings. After those first 10 buzzes I spent $45,000 and 25 years making damn sure than I kept the withdrawals away. Because looking back, that is all that nicotine did for me. It took the withdrawals away. Once I stopped romancing a love that didn't coexist,I came to realize the lie that nicotine is. My dad didn't catch on in time. He died at 52. Nor did my grandpa, who died at 65. I am breaking that cycle and you have the opportunity to do the same.
This place works because we quit as a team. We post every day first thing and we keep our word. We fight a common enemy. And we hate our enemy. Because it doesn't do anything to help in any facet in life except to take away the withdrawals of not using it. Greg you have the keys to the kingdom in your hands. You can do this, but you must get your mindset in the right place. Nicotine isn't your friend... Mr grizzclaws and ChristopherJ and do many others kinda busting your balls are your friends.
Anger is good if you fight the real enemy.
