Glad your here friend. The whore doesn't care about what you do, who you love, or what you would like to do. She only cares about you slinging shit in your lip...daily. If you want to quit, then you have found the best place IMO to help you, but you have to use the system. You have to be willing to stick to the routine, and not deviate. I quit with you today friend. ps. I believe God is helping you. He led you here, and that's exactly what happened to me.