Absolute Torture

[srans]

It's been a tough SOB these past 48 hrs. Family visiting, health issues, all sorts of stressors happening.  Stopped for gas on the way home this evening and had to go inside send get milk....and there she was behind the counter. She winked and flirted, he'll I believe she was starting to show me some skin, and then it happened. All of you KTC bastards jumped in the way of my view because of a stinking promise I made you this morning. So, to all of you I say, F- you and thank you!

Put that in the win column bsk. I make you one promise today my friend. You will walk into that store one day and have a whole different outlook.

I once seen what you see. Now I see a round, colorful can of dirt that means slavery once again. I see death, slavery and something that 100's of 1000's use their hard earned money for. I see something that I spent over 25,000 dollars on. I see stupidity, lunacy and ignorance.

Reach deep and start changing your perspective. Quit with you today.

[Mogul]

Bigsky, man do I get that. Went in to my favorite gas station called Racetrac here in Dallas. Got some coffee and water for the road. Largest display I have ever seen behind the counter. Cope, grizz, skoal, it was all there. Even my behated Husky fine cut natural. I just smiled and was thankful to all my quit group. Funny, it wasn't that hard.

[Grizzlyhasclaws]

Fight on brother!!

[bigskyken]

It's been a tough SOB these past 48 hrs. Family visiting, health issues, all sorts of stressors happening. Stopped for gas on the way home this evening and had to go inside send get milk....and there she was behind the counter. She winked and flirted, he'll I believe she was starting to show me some skin, and then it happened. All of you KTC bastards jumped in the way of my view because of a stinking promise I made you this morning. So, to all of you I say, F- you and thank you!

[srans]

The Price of a Dip

That would be a cool avatar brother. Just a thought for you. Quit on.

[bigskyken]

The Price of a Dip

[brettlees]

Hey bigskyken that seems famailiar to me from my love affair with cope too- although I don't think I ever stopped 7 years, my longer stops were never for me. I don't think i ever realized that I was worth the stop- i was so caught up in listening to the nic bitch's whispers I never paid real attention to taking care of myself. This time is different. You got this too- I'm thinking we'll both make this one work for good! Keep it rolling!

[Bruce]

That's exactly it, to our addicted fucked up mind it makes perfect sense. There's no reason, there's no logic, nothing that can convince you otherwise. Except hatred. Hatred is what draws me back from that edge. Fuck anything that thinks it can control me to that point. Fuck being a slave to that bitch. Fuck paying big tabacco to kill you. Not today, ain't happenin

Bruce, my first "quit" was in '94 and it lasted for 7 years. There were lots of things that played into my return to Nic's call, but it was an easy choice for me to make because my "quit" was really focused on doing it "for the kids" or "for my wife", which are fine reasons, but ultimately not enough. The real missing ingredient in that quit was that I had no hatred of Copenhagen, the hatred that you emphasized in your response. Indeed, I longed to return every single day for 7 years, with only fond memories of my long lost addiction. I can now admit that I am developing a very healthy hatred of all things-Nic, and so long as I keep that in the forefront, going back will never happen! And this "Quit" will be the real Quit!

I'm hearing a quitter somewhere around here. Where there is hate for the poison there is quit close buy. Glad to be quit with you.

Bigskyken,

That is a really thought provoking comparison.

I dig your style. Expecting to see you around for a long, long time.

Quit with you.

cowboy

[Mthomas3824]

That's exactly it, to our addicted fucked up mind it makes perfect sense. There's no reason, there's no logic, nothing that can convince you otherwise. Except hatred. Hatred is what draws me back from that edge. Fuck anything that thinks it can control me to that point. Fuck being a slave to that bitch. Fuck paying big tabacco to kill you. Not today, ain't happenin

Bruce, my first "quit" was in '94 and it lasted for 7 years. There were lots of things that played into my return to Nic's call, but it was an easy choice for me to make because my "quit" was really focused on doing it "for the kids" or "for my wife", which are fine reasons, but ultimately not enough. The real missing ingredient in that quit was that I had no hatred of Copenhagen, the hatred that you emphasized in your response. Indeed, I longed to return every single day for 7 years, with only fond memories of my long lost addiction. I can now admit that I am developing a very healthy hatred of all things-Nic, and so long as I keep that in the forefront, going back will never happen! And this "Quit" will be the real Quit!

I'm hearing a quitter somewhere around here. Where there is hate for the poison there is quit close buy. Glad to be quit with you.

Bigskyken,

That is a really thought provoking comparison.

I dig your style. Expecting to see you around for a long, long time.

Quit with you.

[srans]

That's exactly it, to our addicted fucked up mind it makes perfect sense. There's no reason, there's no logic, nothing that can convince you otherwise. Except hatred. Hatred is what draws me back from that edge. Fuck anything that thinks it can control me to that point. Fuck being a slave to that bitch. Fuck paying big tabacco to kill you. Not today, ain't happenin

Bruce, my first "quit" was in '94 and it lasted for 7 years. There were lots of things that played into my return to Nic's call, but it was an easy choice for me to make because my "quit" was really focused on doing it "for the kids" or "for my wife", which are fine reasons, but ultimately not enough. The real missing ingredient in that quit was that I had no hatred of Copenhagen, the hatred that you emphasized in your response. Indeed, I longed to return every single day for 7 years, with only fond memories of my long lost addiction. I can now admit that I am developing a very healthy hatred of all things-Nic, and so long as I keep that in the forefront, going back will never happen! And this "Quit" will be the real Quit!

I'm hearing a quitter somewhere around here. Where there is hate for the poison there is quit close buy. Glad to be quit with you.

[bigskyken]

That's exactly it, to our addicted fucked up mind it makes perfect sense. There's no reason, there's no logic, nothing that can convince you otherwise. Except hatred. Hatred is what draws me back from that edge. Fuck anything that thinks it can control me to that point. Fuck being a slave to that bitch. Fuck paying big tabacco to kill you. Not today, ain't happenin

Bruce, my first "quit" was in '94 and it lasted for 7 years. There were lots of things that played into my return to Nic's call, but it was an easy choice for me to make because my "quit" was really focused on doing it "for the kids" or "for my wife", which are fine reasons, but ultimately not enough. The real missing ingredient in that quit was that I had no hatred of Copenhagen, the hatred that you emphasized in your response. Indeed, I longed to return every single day for 7 years, with only fond memories of my long lost addiction. I can now admit that I am developing a very healthy hatred of all things-Nic, and so long as I keep that in the forefront, going back will never happen! And this "Quit" will be the real Quit!

[Bruce]

I never understood women that stayed in abusive relationships. Their husbands/boyfriends would beat them up, but then they go back to them, telling themselves it will be different "this time". So why do I keep wanting to go back to Nic? If make no sense at all, except to an addict.

Thanks for all the support guys, I'm quit with each of you.

That's exactly it, to our addicted fucked up mind it makes perfect sense. There's no reason, there's no logic, nothing that can convince you otherwise. Except hatred. Hatred is what draws me back from that edge. Fuck anything that thinks it can control me to that point. Fuck being a slave to that bitch. Fuck paying big tabacco to kill you. Not today, ain't happenin

[bigskyken]

I never understood women that stayed in abusive relationships. Their husbands/boyfriends would beat them up, but then they go back to them, telling themselves it will be different "this time". So why do I keep wanting to go back to Nic? If make no sense at all, except to an addict.

Thanks for all the support guys, I'm quit with each of you.

[srans]

Early on several of you told me to dump my stash...which I did.  But right now I'd like to kill each and every one of you, but instead I will just thank you because there is no doubt that I'd have quit quitting by now if it was that handy to access.  For me it isn't ODAAT, instead it is OMAAT!

if that's what you need then I quit with you for this minute.

Yep...you're doing it right. Climbing the walls, no sleep, white knuckles, constipation, anxiety, consufusion...all symptoms of FREEDOM. And you are earing it day by day, hour by hour, minute by minute. Congrats, brother. That is cause for celebration. Give yourself a big double overhead hand clap high five...then sit back down real quick before your co-workers have you arrested.

there was a guy who told us early in his quit he would measure the blocks he drove home from work to get through it.

You got this big, and can do it. Its a whatever it takes, so keep putting your name on roll, and call us names if you need, But that bond of your word is strong.

am right beside you....

That's solid gold, bare knuckles bare back dry humping fight right there. Keep it up, quit today

Some people come to play quit. Some people come to act like their quit. Not you my friend! Your the real deal. Get mad at the poison, it kept you bound tied and gagged long enough. Read my signature line. I quit with you this minute my friend.

[Bruce]

Early on several of you told me to dump my stash...which I did.  But right now I'd like to kill each and every one of you, but instead I will just thank you because there is no doubt that I'd have quit quitting by now if it was that handy to access.  For me it isn't ODAAT, instead it is OMAAT!

if that's what you need then I quit with you for this minute.

Yep...you're doing it right. Climbing the walls, no sleep, white knuckles, constipation, anxiety, consufusion...all symptoms of FREEDOM. And you are earing it day by day, hour by hour, minute by minute. Congrats, brother. That is cause for celebration. Give yourself a big double overhead hand clap high five...then sit back down real quick before your co-workers have you arrested.

there was a guy who told us early in his quit he would measure the blocks he drove home from work to get through it.

You got this big, and can do it. Its a whatever it takes, so keep putting your name on roll, and call us names if you need, But that bond of your word is strong.

am right beside you....

That's solid gold, bare knuckles bare back dry humping fight right there. Keep it up, quit today