Today is day ten and I'm back at work for some reason today has been one of the worst since I first started quitting. The intense cravings the feeling of my body burning from the inside out. Fog is feeling thick today. Day 10 has been rough thus far. I ran out of seeds this morning and didn't get anymore cause my fucking lip is completely fucking wrinkled and aching from all of the salt. I've been using some hooch today and drinking as much water as possible. I plan on spending as much time as possible on here and reading so I can keep my mind occupied. Day 10 and still nic free but It's been a hell of a fight today.
10 days is no joke and your mind is realizing it. I had a rough time the first 2 to 4 weeks. There was some days i felt ok but they all sucked for the most part.
Staying on this site really helps. Reading everything you can on addiction and nicotine will help you more than you know. Learn you're enemy,,, it knows you.
The fake will only help so much. Your brain knows it's not getting what it really wants. Dig deep brother. I make you a promise today.. It gets so much better! In time you will appreciate the fact your determination and drive got you through.
There is another promise i can make you today. If you reeeeeeaaaaally want this you can and will do it. You know how i know? If this half redneck can do it you can.
Besides all these reasons there is one more that sealed your fate today and gave you no choice, but to keep the filthy disgusting poison out. You gave your Word and we expect you to keep it.
Your worth all you have to go through Ronnie. You will like the new ronnie. The new Ronnie loves himself and family more than some idiotic weed that does only one thing well. TAKE!!! Quit with you today.