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Re: Day 1 1/2
« Reply #111 on: October 30, 2013, 09:12:00 PM »
Day 13 and 14 have been extremely busy I've been at work for the past 36 hours. So posts have been slim on here but I've continued to post roll and remain nic free. 48 hour shifts have usually required a lot of snuff to make it through especially since we've ran calls almost non stop. This time has been good though and thankfully my quit is progressing. The fog the craves the still shitty feeling are lingering but it's a little better and craves are spread out. I will be glad when this withdrawal shit is over with. Hope you guys have a good night and stay quit.

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Re: Day 1 1/2
« Reply #110 on: October 27, 2013, 10:44:00 PM »
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Well its 5:30 a.m here so this tour at the firehouse is almost over. Day 10 was the worst day I've had since i first quit. If it hadnt been for this site and the support on it Idk how i wouldve made it. Well with shift change around the corner i plan on going home and hoping I can get some sleep. I quit with all of you today.
Ronnie you did great yesterday. You are proving to yourself each day that this is so possible. Each victory you add makes the next battle easier.

Ronnie look what you are doing man. Take a good look at how far you've come in 11 days. No turning back,, nothing is back there for you. Freedom, smell it, taste it and feel it. If you haven't done so step out your front door and take a good look. The world looks different without a can of poison leading you around by a leash.

My friend there is a door you need to get to. This door is hard to get to and open. I can't tell you how long it will take you to get there. I can tell you that you will get there with determination and drive. Settle it, learn your enemy, put your head down and push through. I can tell you that what's on the other side of the door is so worth it Ronnie. If you need another number let me know.
I cant wait till i get to that door. As hard as it has been for me and i chewed for 4 years i cant even imagine how a lot of these 20-30 year guys do it. There success and stories motivate me. Idk how far away i am from getting to my door i know when i get there though it will be worth while. Thank you srans
I can tell you that after 25 years of use i couldn't remember what it was like post poison. I'm still learning how to act without a can of poison In My back pocket. I honestly had no idea how i was going to do this. Ktc showed me the way. Ktc taught me that i could have a better life.

I don't think i would have made it, in fact i wouldn't have made it. At 255 days i feel like my life has started over. As each day passes I'm finding that life without the poison is so much better. Its something how a promise each day changed my life.


Don't make the mistake so many have made. Take our advice and learn. Suck up your pride, post roll and stay quit. After time you will start seeing everything differently. The new ronnie will want to kick the old Ronnie right in the toosh for ever putting the filthy disgusting poison in his pie hole.

If you get time read my hof speech. Its in my signature line. I believe it will help you. Glad to be quit with you.
Thank you srans im going to read that now. Things will continue to improve and one day it will be a completely new Ronnie I cant wait for that day.
Listen to everything Srans is telling you. This guy is a bad ass quitter and he has helped me get to where I am today. Soak up his advice. Congrats Ronnie on getting your freedom back. One day at a time bro.
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Re: Day 1 1/2
« Reply #109 on: October 27, 2013, 09:48:00 PM »
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Well its 5:30 a.m here so this tour at the firehouse is almost over. Day 10 was the worst day I've had since i first quit. If it hadnt been for this site and the support on it Idk how i wouldve made it. Well with shift change around the corner i plan on going home and hoping I can get some sleep. I quit with all of you today.
Ronnie you did great yesterday. You are proving to yourself each day that this is so possible. Each victory you add makes the next battle easier.

Ronnie look what you are doing man. Take a good look at how far you've come in 11 days. No turning back,, nothing is back there for you. Freedom, smell it, taste it and feel it. If you haven't done so step out your front door and take a good look. The world looks different without a can of poison leading you around by a leash.

My friend there is a door you need to get to. This door is hard to get to and open. I can't tell you how long it will take you to get there. I can tell you that you will get there with determination and drive. Settle it, learn your enemy, put your head down and push through. I can tell you that what's on the other side of the door is so worth it Ronnie. If you need another number let me know.
I cant wait till i get to that door. As hard as it has been for me and i chewed for 4 years i cant even imagine how a lot of these 20-30 year guys do it. There success and stories motivate me. Idk how far away i am from getting to my door i know when i get there though it will be worth while. Thank you srans
I can tell you that after 25 years of use i couldn't remember what it was like post poison. I'm still learning how to act without a can of poison In My back pocket. I honestly had no idea how i was going to do this. Ktc showed me the way. Ktc taught me that i could have a better life.

I don't think i would have made it, in fact i wouldn't have made it. At 255 days i feel like my life has started over. As each day passes I'm finding that life without the poison is so much better. Its something how a promise each day changed my life.


Don't make the mistake so many have made. Take our advice and learn. Suck up your pride, post roll and stay quit. After time you will start seeing everything differently. The new ronnie will want to kick the old Ronnie right in the toosh for ever putting the filthy disgusting poison in his pie hole.

If you get time read my hof speech. Its in my signature line. I believe it will help you. Glad to be quit with you.
Thank you srans im going to read that now. Things will continue to improve and one day it will be a completely new Ronnie I cant wait for that day.
Listen to everything Srans is telling you. This guy is a bad ass quitter and he has helped me get to where I am today. Soak up his advice. Congrats Ronnie on getting your freedom back. One day at a time bro.
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Re: Day 1 1/2
« Reply #108 on: October 27, 2013, 08:31:00 PM »
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Well its 5:30 a.m here so this tour at the firehouse is almost over. Day 10 was the worst day I've had since i first quit. If it hadnt been for this site and the support on it Idk how i wouldve made it. Well with shift change around the corner i plan on going home and hoping I can get some sleep. I quit with all of you today.
Ronnie you did great yesterday. You are proving to yourself each day that this is so possible. Each victory you add makes the next battle easier.

Ronnie look what you are doing man. Take a good look at how far you've come in 11 days. No turning back,, nothing is back there for you. Freedom, smell it, taste it and feel it. If you haven't done so step out your front door and take a good look. The world looks different without a can of poison leading you around by a leash.

My friend there is a door you need to get to. This door is hard to get to and open. I can't tell you how long it will take you to get there. I can tell you that you will get there with determination and drive. Settle it, learn your enemy, put your head down and push through. I can tell you that what's on the other side of the door is so worth it Ronnie. If you need another number let me know.
I cant wait till i get to that door. As hard as it has been for me and i chewed for 4 years i cant even imagine how a lot of these 20-30 year guys do it. There success and stories motivate me. Idk how far away i am from getting to my door i know when i get there though it will be worth while. Thank you srans
I can tell you that after 25 years of use i couldn't remember what it was like post poison. I'm still learning how to act without a can of poison In My back pocket. I honestly had no idea how i was going to do this. Ktc showed me the way. Ktc taught me that i could have a better life.

I don't think i would have made it, in fact i wouldn't have made it. At 255 days i feel like my life has started over. As each day passes I'm finding that life without the poison is so much better. Its something how a promise each day changed my life.


Don't make the mistake so many have made. Take our advice and learn. Suck up your pride, post roll and stay quit. After time you will start seeing everything differently. The new ronnie will want to kick the old Ronnie right in the toosh for ever putting the filthy disgusting poison in his pie hole.

If you get time read my hof speech. Its in my signature line. I believe it will help you. Glad to be quit with you.
Thank you srans im going to read that now. Things will continue to improve and one day it will be a completely new Ronnie I cant wait for that day.

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Re: Day 1 1/2
« Reply #107 on: October 27, 2013, 05:19:00 PM »
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Well its 5:30 a.m here so this tour at the firehouse is almost over. Day 10 was the worst day I've had since i first quit. If it hadnt been for this site and the support on it Idk how i wouldve made it. Well with shift change around the corner i plan on going home and hoping I can get some sleep. I quit with all of you today.
Ronnie you did great yesterday. You are proving to yourself each day that this is so possible. Each victory you add makes the next battle easier.

Ronnie look what you are doing man. Take a good look at how far you've come in 11 days. No turning back,, nothing is back there for you. Freedom, smell it, taste it and feel it. If you haven't done so step out your front door and take a good look. The world looks different without a can of poison leading you around by a leash.

My friend there is a door you need to get to. This door is hard to get to and open. I can't tell you how long it will take you to get there. I can tell you that you will get there with determination and drive. Settle it, learn your enemy, put your head down and push through. I can tell you that what's on the other side of the door is so worth it Ronnie. If you need another number let me know.
I cant wait till i get to that door. As hard as it has been for me and i chewed for 4 years i cant even imagine how a lot of these 20-30 year guys do it. There success and stories motivate me. Idk how far away i am from getting to my door i know when i get there though it will be worth while. Thank you srans
I can tell you that after 25 years of use i couldn't remember what it was like post poison. I'm still learning how to act without a can of poison In My back pocket. I honestly had no idea how i was going to do this. Ktc showed me the way. Ktc taught me that i could have a better life.

I don't think i would have made it, in fact i wouldn't have made it. At 255 days i feel like my life has started over. As each day passes I'm finding that life without the poison is so much better. Its something how a promise each day changed my life.


Don't make the mistake so many have made. Take our advice and learn. Suck up your pride, post roll and stay quit. After time you will start seeing everything differently. The new ronnie will want to kick the old Ronnie right in the toosh for ever putting the filthy disgusting poison in his pie hole.

If you get time read my hof speech. Its in my signature line. I believe it will help you. Glad to be quit with you.
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The poison sucks. I hate it. I hated it this morning, I hated it at noon, I hated it at supper and I hate it tonight. I enjoy hating it so much I'm going to wake up tomorrow and start over hating it. I quit with anyone that wants to hate it with me.

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Re: Day 1 1/2
« Reply #106 on: October 27, 2013, 10:32:00 AM »
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Well its 5:30 a.m here so this tour at the firehouse is almost over. Day 10 was the worst day I've had since i first quit. If it hadnt been for this site and the support on it Idk how i wouldve made it. Well with shift change around the corner i plan on going home and hoping I can get some sleep. I quit with all of you today.
Ronnie you did great yesterday. You are proving to yourself each day that this is so possible. Each victory you add makes the next battle easier.

Ronnie look what you are doing man. Take a good look at how far you've come in 11 days. No turning back,, nothing is back there for you. Freedom, smell it, taste it and feel it. If you haven't done so step out your front door and take a good look. The world looks different without a can of poison leading you around by a leash.

My friend there is a door you need to get to. This door is hard to get to and open. I can't tell you how long it will take you to get there. I can tell you that you will get there with determination and drive. Settle it, learn your enemy, put your head down and push through. I can tell you that what's on the other side of the door is so worth it Ronnie. If you need another number let me know.
I cant wait till i get to that door. As hard as it has been for me and i chewed for 4 years i cant even imagine how a lot of these 20-30 year guys do it. There success and stories motivate me. Idk how far away i am from getting to my door i know when i get there though it will be worth while. Thank you srans

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Re: Day 1 1/2
« Reply #105 on: October 27, 2013, 07:58:00 AM »
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Well its 5:30 a.m here so this tour at the firehouse is almost over. Day 10 was the worst day I've had since i first quit. If it hadnt been for this site and the support on it Idk how i wouldve made it. Well with shift change around the corner i plan on going home and hoping I can get some sleep. I quit with all of you today.
Ronnie you did great yesterday. You are proving to yourself each day that this is so possible. Each victory you add makes the next battle easier.

Ronnie look what you are doing man. Take a good look at how far you've come in 11 days. No turning back,, nothing is back there for you. Freedom, smell it, taste it and feel it. If you haven't done so step out your front door and take a good look. The world looks different without a can of poison leading you around by a leash.

My friend there is a door you need to get to. This door is hard to get to and open. I can't tell you how long it will take you to get there. I can tell you that you will get there with determination and drive. Settle it, learn your enemy, put your head down and push through. I can tell you that what's on the other side of the door is so worth it Ronnie. If you need another number let me know.
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The poison sucks. I hate it. I hated it this morning, I hated it at noon, I hated it at supper and I hate it tonight. I enjoy hating it so much I'm going to wake up tomorrow and start over hating it. I quit with anyone that wants to hate it with me.

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Re: Day 1 1/2
« Reply #104 on: October 27, 2013, 05:26:00 AM »
Well its 5:30 a.m here so this tour at the firehouse is almost over. Day 10 was the worst day I've had since i first quit. If it hadnt been for this site and the support on it Idk how i wouldve made it. Well with shift change around the corner i plan on going home and hoping I can get some sleep. I quit with all of you today.

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Re: Day 1 1/2
« Reply #103 on: October 27, 2013, 05:21:00 AM »
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Today is day ten and I'm back at work for some reason today has been one of the worst since I first started quitting. The intense cravings the feeling of my body burning from the inside out. Fog is feeling thick today. Day 10 has been rough thus far. I ran out of seeds this morning and didn't get anymore cause my fucking lip is completely fucking wrinkled and aching from all of the salt. I've been using some hooch today and drinking as much water as possible. I plan on spending as much time as possible on here and reading so I can keep my mind occupied. Day 10 and still nic free but  It's been a hell of a fight today.
Keep it up, you got this brother. Sending you my info, call me or text. Proud to quit with you!
Got it thanks good to quit with you too.

I know the feeling im on day 13 and last week was tough for me sitting in class all day with the craving and couldn't eat due to sores from all the seeds. Hang in there and it will get better I have noticed the fog lifting and the craving easing up big time. I know you will pull through this and if I can help in any way let me know. Proud to be quit with you.
Yesterday was brutal but i stayed quit thanks to this site and you guys on it. It was a terrible feeling but hearing you say it gets better makes things hopeful. Thanks for the encoragement Reaper i quit with you today.

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Re: Day 1 1/2
« Reply #102 on: October 27, 2013, 01:45:00 AM »
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Today is day ten and I'm back at work for some reason today has been one of the worst since I first started quitting. The intense cravings the feeling of my body burning from the inside out. Fog is feeling thick today. Day 10 has been rough thus far. I ran out of seeds this morning and didn't get anymore cause my fucking lip is completely fucking wrinkled and aching from all of the salt. I've been using some hooch today and drinking as much water as possible. I plan on spending as much time as possible on here and reading so I can keep my mind occupied. Day 10 and still nic free but  It's been a hell of a fight today.
Keep it up, you got this brother. Sending you my info, call me or text. Proud to quit with you!
Got it thanks good to quit with you too.

I know the feeling im on day 13 and last week was tough for me sitting in class all day with the craving and couldn't eat due to sores from all the seeds. Hang in there and it will get better I have noticed the fog lifting and the craving easing up big time. I know you will pull through this and if I can help in any way let me know. Proud to be quit with you.
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Re: Day 1 1/2
« Reply #101 on: October 26, 2013, 06:39:00 PM »
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Today is day ten and I'm back at work for some reason today has been one of the worst since I first started quitting. The intense cravings the feeling of my body burning from the inside out. Fog is feeling thick today. Day 10 has been rough thus far. I ran out of seeds this morning and didn't get anymore cause my fucking lip is completely fucking wrinkled and aching from all of the salt. I've been using some hooch today and drinking as much water as possible. I plan on spending as much time as possible on here and reading so I can keep my mind occupied. Day 10 and still nic free but  It's been a hell of a fight today.
Keep it up, you got this brother. Sending you my info, call me or text. Proud to quit with you!
Got it thanks good to quit with you too.

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Re: Day 1 1/2
« Reply #100 on: October 26, 2013, 06:38:00 PM »
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Today is day ten and I'm back at work for some reason today has been one of the worst since I first started quitting. The intense cravings the feeling of my body burning from the inside out. Fog is feeling thick today. Day 10 has been rough thus far. I ran out of seeds this morning and didn't get anymore cause my fucking lip is completely fucking wrinkled and aching from all of the salt. I've been using some hooch today and drinking as much water as possible. I plan on spending as much time as possible on here and reading so I can keep my mind occupied. Day 10 and still nic free but  It's been a hell of a fight today.
10 days is no joke and your mind is realizing it. I had a rough time the first 2 to 4 weeks. There was some days i felt ok but they all sucked for the most part.

Staying on this site really helps. Reading everything you can on addiction and nicotine will help you more than you know. Learn you're enemy,,, it knows you.

The fake will only help so much. Your brain knows it's not getting what it really wants. Dig deep brother. I make you a promise today.. It gets so much better! In time you will appreciate the fact your determination and drive got you through.

There is another promise i can make you today. If you reeeeeeaaaaally want this you can and will do it. You know how i know? If this half redneck can do it you can.

Besides all these reasons there is one more that sealed your fate today and gave you no choice, but to keep the filthy disgusting poison out. You gave your Word and we expect you to keep it.

Your worth all you have to go through Ronnie. You will like the new ronnie. The new Ronnie loves himself and family more than some idiotic weed that does only one thing well. TAKE!!! Quit with you today.
True i remind myself of that very often i got this thanks alot

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Re: Day 1 1/2
« Reply #99 on: October 26, 2013, 05:14:00 PM »
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Today is day ten and I'm back at work for some reason today has been one of the worst since I first started quitting. The intense cravings the feeling of my body burning from the inside out. Fog is feeling thick today. Day 10 has been rough thus far. I ran out of seeds this morning and didn't get anymore cause my fucking lip is completely fucking wrinkled and aching from all of the salt. I've been using some hooch today and drinking as much water as possible. I plan on spending as much time as possible on here and reading so I can keep my mind occupied. Day 10 and still nic free but It's been a hell of a fight today.
Keep it up, you got this brother. Sending you my info, call me or text. Proud to quit with you!

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Re: Day 1 1/2
« Reply #98 on: October 26, 2013, 05:12:00 PM »
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Today is day ten and I'm back at work for some reason today has been one of the worst since I first started quitting. The intense cravings the feeling of my body burning from the inside out. Fog is feeling thick today. Day 10 has been rough thus far. I ran out of seeds this morning and didn't get anymore cause my fucking lip is completely fucking wrinkled and aching from all of the salt. I've been using some hooch today and drinking as much water as possible. I plan on spending as much time as possible on here and reading so I can keep my mind occupied. Day 10 and still nic free but It's been a hell of a fight today.
10 days is no joke and your mind is realizing it. I had a rough time the first 2 to 4 weeks. There was some days i felt ok but they all sucked for the most part.

Staying on this site really helps. Reading everything you can on addiction and nicotine will help you more than you know. Learn you're enemy,,, it knows you.

The fake will only help so much. Your brain knows it's not getting what it really wants. Dig deep brother. I make you a promise today.. It gets so much better! In time you will appreciate the fact your determination and drive got you through.

There is another promise i can make you today. If you reeeeeeaaaaally want this you can and will do it. You know how i know? If this half redneck can do it you can.

Besides all these reasons there is one more that sealed your fate today and gave you no choice, but to keep the filthy disgusting poison out. You gave your Word and we expect you to keep it.

Your worth all you have to go through Ronnie. You will like the new ronnie. The new Ronnie loves himself and family more than some idiotic weed that does only one thing well. TAKE!!! Quit with you today.
Hof date may 25, 2013
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The poison sucks. I hate it. I hated it this morning, I hated it at noon, I hated it at supper and I hate it tonight. I enjoy hating it so much I'm going to wake up tomorrow and start over hating it. I quit with anyone that wants to hate it with me.

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Re: Day 1 1/2
« Reply #97 on: October 26, 2013, 04:22:00 PM »
Today is day ten and I'm back at work for some reason today has been one of the worst since I first started quitting. The intense cravings the feeling of my body burning from the inside out. Fog is feeling thick today. Day 10 has been rough thus far. I ran out of seeds this morning and didn't get anymore cause my fucking lip is completely fucking wrinkled and aching from all of the salt. I've been using some hooch today and drinking as much water as possible. I plan on spending as much time as possible on here and reading so I can keep my mind occupied. Day 10 and still nic free but It's been a hell of a fight today.