I thought I'd give an update here on Day 80. I made it successfully through the 70's that I had been warned so heavily about. Work picked up so much during the time that several days I almost forgot to post roll. Though it sucked being that busy, I think it helped me signifcantly in getting through unscathed.
A few weeks ago, I did have to break down and tell my wife that I quit. I was planning on waiting until going home on RR to see if she noticed and to surprise her, but I guess things got stressful for her on the homefront for a while and she was taking it out on me. Rather than fighting back, which wouldn't have solved anything, I broke down and told her that I quit and couldn't deal with arguing because of withdrawls and she was pleasantly surprised. She couldn't believe that I was quitting while in Iraq. She asked why I quit and I forwarded her the link to the Kern story, and told her that by coincidence my 100th day is the due date for our little girl.
No doubt there are still cravings, and the fleeting thoughts of having "just one." but they are manageable now. I haven't had any dip dreams that I'm aware of, but I never remembered dreams before I quit either. For certain I feel better without my heart racing all the time. I also don't have to worry about how I'm going to get to the PX before I run out of chew.
Despite being deployed, I've found that believe it or not, you can fish without a dip, and you can also grill without a dip in. I will have to wait until I'm home on leave to find out if you can cut the grass without a dip in, but I'm thinking its possible since you can fish without it...
Thanks for the support.