Today I want to sit back and reflect on the past month of my life. After hearing a man in my community whom I know very well was diagnosed with lip cancer I got shaken up a bit, a few days later Tony Gwynn, the baseball legend, passed away from cancer which he attributed to tobacco use and my world was rocked. I said fuck this I don't wanna take any more chances so I began searching for quitting methods and found the KTC forum on fake dips. I kept coming back to the site for a few days before I realized there was an online community(brotherhood) of quitters. When I joined KTC I was weak in my quit I didn't hate tobacco I just didn't want to get cancer. My first day Diesel got on my ass pretty hard and Thumblewort picked up where Diesel left off. I took their tough love as judgement and almost walked away from KTC but the cowboy in me said hell no stay your ass here and prove these sum bitches wrong. I began reading about the effects of tobacco and couldn't begin to fathom all the problems it causes/can cause. I learned about the importance of roll and proudly place my name with the SULTANS. I've learned to hate tobacco but am also aware of it's powers and it's deception. Today I am 31 days nicotine free and use Diesel as a mentor in my quit. I've learned that living without tobacco is a much more enjoyable life and that we are fighting a disease every day and can't ever give up. Thanks for all the support and to all the quitters who came before me for paving the way to assist me on my quit. I choose to fight this disease so I can enjoy freedom. Proud to be quit with everyone today.
I like getting on cowboy ass. I also like assless chaps, 10 gallon hats, and long walks on the beach.
31 days is HUGE, but it only gets better. Keep up the positive mental attitude and continue to reflect and take comfort in the fact that you KNOW you are doing the right thing.
I think a lot of guys struggle (I was one of them for awhile) because they aren't sure they are doing the right thing by quitting. They aren't sure if life without nic will be better.
It is.
The nic bitch is the enemy and she comes in many forms, and we are all fighting together.
To quote Mason Storm..."Nows the time, we're out gunned an undermanned. But you know something...we're gonna win / And I'll tell you why. Superior attitude, superior state of mind / We'll get 'em buddy / Believe me. Every fuckin' one of 'em"
Quit on...