Sad to see the list of people not following through with their journey. Im sure they dont know what they are missing, everyday I feel a little better, somedays the cravings are real bad and want to kill people and somedays, like today, I have not as much as popped a piece of gum in my mouth. Its a rollercoaster ride that will never be over, because I understand I am an addict. But I also know each day I stay quit I am adding time to my life to spend with family that I have never met and are not yet in this world. I could not imagine my life not knowing and having the relationship I did with my grandparents, and I want to be able to pass that on to my grandchildren when ever they arrive in this world.