Came on here in the middle of my quit last time. Made it close to a year or so but started dippin again. Quit a couple of years before that but only made it a couple months. Been about two years since my last quit failed and hoping i can give it one more try. Just getting tired of it. Drives me crazy every day and everytime i put one in my lip. Threw my can out the window on the way home today. These next couple of days are gonna suck but i know it gets better. Just wanted to know if anyone had any ideas or anything that has helped them along the way that may help me too.
None of those were quits!!
I haven't been here that long but think I have a good grasp on the most important thing about my quit! My contact list is vital for me also to reach out to when I'm having a rough time. Earlier today I posted this:
Some thoughts that have been going through my mind about posting roll. When you look at those who cave most of the time roll call isn't a top priority.
What is Roll Call?1. For me roll call is an opportunity to come before my group and make a solemn promise to stay quit with them for the entire day.
2. For me roll call must come early in the day or it is nothing but boasting that I've been quit up to that point of the day without a promise.
3. For this dumb ass addict roll call is a reminder of what I am and where I've come from, a
dumb ass addict that has pulled myself up from my addiction.4. For Me roll call reminds me of how long my journey has been, not just days quit but I am also reminded how long it took me to turn my nicotine use around. (for me it around 14000 days and I will never forget that)
5. Last for me roll call is a opportunity to
return to my group and report that I have been faithful to the commitment that I made to them the day before and that I have advance 1 more day.