My first day

[Thumblewort]

Dear Brothers and Sisters of the October Titans,
It was brought to my attention this morning that we have already lost some members. so, in an effort to keep the rest of you I would like to open up a window of truth and have a sit-down with all of you. If you write on the Titans wall it means you make a promise to me personally. Also to the others in the group. but let me take a second and tell you what a promise means to me, 6.5 years ago I was 18 and I stood in front of a man and made a different promise. A promise to protect you all (as did Nolaq, Jarhead, UH60Chief) from danger foreign and domestic and from yourselves and from myself. I made a promise that I would rather give my life to protect the freedoms that you have today. To proudly give my life for you even though we have never met. because of soldiers you have the freedom to have the choice to dip and a choice to QUIT and stay fucking quit. I would give my life for a promise. I failed to uphold all of that swear I made.. I didn't protect me from myself and It almost killed me at age 24. So now im taking that whole promise to the fucking street. That ladies and gentleman is how serious I take a promise to my brothers. so, if you write on this wall I expect that kind of commitment from you for that day. if your not ready for that then fuck off. If you are then lets do it together and rest assured if my name is on that wall then I promise you for the next 24hours my body will be Nic free. I cant promise more than that but that day I can. and you can take that shit to the bank. so if you want to post with someone who keeps their word then post with me. If your posting and you have a well I might have one later then post up your own ass not on my fucking wall. that being said, hope you have a great quit day and quit on.

Jeep, I'm honored to quit with you today.

And I with you Bass, just bothers me how some people lightly take a promise. when some would give their last breath to keep one.

2 badass quitters for the price of one right here. Let's do this fellas.

[Mcarmo44]

Great stuff Jeep. You can do this and I will be here to help anyway I can.

As for wastpanel, think of him as 1 part Darth Vader, 1 part R Lee Emery, and 1 part My Little Pony.

'oh yeah'

[jeeptruck]

Dear Brothers and Sisters of the October Titans,
It was brought to my attention this morning that we have already lost some members. so, in an effort to keep the rest of you I would like to open up a window of truth and have a sit-down with all of you. If you write on the Titans wall it means you make a promise to me personally. Also to the others in the group. but let me take a second and tell you what a promise means to me, 6.5 years ago I was 18 and I stood in front of a man and made a different promise. A promise to protect you all (as did Nolaq, Jarhead, UH60Chief) from danger foreign and domestic and from yourselves and from myself. I made a promise that I would rather give my life to protect the freedoms that you have today. To proudly give my life for you even though we have never met. because of soldiers you have the freedom to have the choice to dip and a choice to QUIT and stay fucking quit. I would give my life for a promise. I failed to uphold all of that swear I made.. I didn't protect me from myself and It almost killed me at age 24. So now im taking that whole promise to the fucking street. That ladies and gentleman is how serious I take a promise to my brothers. so, if you write on this wall I expect that kind of commitment from you for that day. if your not ready for that then fuck off. If you are then lets do it together and rest assured if my name is on that wall then I promise you for the next 24hours my body will be Nic free. I cant promise more than that but that day I can. and you can take that shit to the bank. so if you want to post with someone who keeps their word then post with me. If your posting and you have a well I might have one later then post up your own ass not on my fucking wall. that being said, hope you have a great quit day and quit on.

Jeep, I'm honored to quit with you today.

And I with you Bass, just bothers me how some people lightly take a promise. when some would give their last breath to keep one.

[basshaug]

Dear Brothers and Sisters of the October Titans,
It was brought to my attention this morning that we have already lost some members. so, in an effort to keep the rest of you I would like to open up a window of truth and have a sit-down with all of you. If you write on the Titans wall it means you make a promise to me personally. Also to the others in the group. but let me take a second and tell you what a promise means to me, 6.5 years ago I was 18 and I stood in front of a man and made a different promise. A promise to protect you all (as did Nolaq, Jarhead, UH60Chief) from danger foreign and domestic and from yourselves and from myself. I made a promise that I would rather give my life to protect the freedoms that you have today. To proudly give my life for you even though we have never met. because of soldiers you have the freedom to have the choice to dip and a choice to QUIT and stay fucking quit. I would give my life for a promise. I failed to uphold all of that swear I made.. I didn't protect me from myself and It almost killed me at age 24. So now im taking that whole promise to the fucking street. That ladies and gentleman is how serious I take a promise to my brothers. so, if you write on this wall I expect that kind of commitment from you for that day. if your not ready for that then fuck off. If you are then lets do it together and rest assured if my name is on that wall then I promise you for the next 24hours my body will be Nic free. I cant promise more than that but that day I can. and you can take that shit to the bank. so if you want to post with someone who keeps their word then post with me. If your posting and you have a well I might have one later then post up your own ass not on my fucking wall. that being said, hope you have a great quit day and quit on.

Jeep, I'm honored to quit with you today.

[jeeptruck]

Dear Brothers and Sisters of the October Titans,
It was brought to my attention this morning that we have already lost some members. so, in an effort to keep the rest of you I would like to open up a window of truth and have a sit-down with all of you. If you write on the Titans wall it means you make a promise to me personally. Also to the others in the group. but let me take a second and tell you what a promise means to me, 6.5 years ago I was 18 and I stood in front of a man and made a different promise. A promise to protect you all (as did Nolaq, Jarhead, UH60Chief) from danger foreign and domestic and from yourselves and from myself. I made a promise that I would rather give my life to protect the freedoms that you have today. To proudly give my life for you even though we have never met. because of soldiers you have the freedom to have the choice to dip and a choice to QUIT and stay fucking quit. I would give my life for a promise. I failed to uphold all of that swear I made.. I didn't protect me from myself and It almost killed me at age 24. So now im taking that whole promise to the fucking street. That ladies and gentleman is how serious I take a promise to my brothers. so, if you write on this wall I expect that kind of commitment from you for that day. if your not ready for that then fuck off. If you are then lets do it together and rest assured if my name is on that wall then I promise you for the next 24hours my body will be Nic free. I cant promise more than that but that day I can. and you can take that shit to the bank. so if you want to post with someone who keeps their word then post with me. If your posting and you have a well I might have one later then post up your own ass not on my fucking wall. that being said, hope you have a great quit day and quit on.

[jeeptruck]

Welcome jeeptruck. My name is Paul. Im ion your september quit group. Glad as hell you joined. It is the best decision you will ever make. I am a week in and am feeling great about the fact that fucking chew isnt controlling my life anymore. Physically im still going through some shit but the first three days are the worst but it gets better. It is getting easier by the day and it helps that im getting more and more pissed off that i was a slave to that shit. If you need anything or a phone number just send me a PM. you got this bro. Own it and remember one day at a time

THANK YOU Paul. its good to be around people that know what youre going through. this first day at work has been tough. Not stopping at gas stations for my normal routine (before and after work). Isnt that some shit? a can before and after work?! glad im here and thanks for your support

I was there. We were all there. Fuck the gas station and Fuck tobacco. Give em the finger when you go by and yell Eat a dick out the window. Whatever you do, stay fucking angry at the nic bitch

Great attitude. Learn to hate dipping, tins, spitters, and rings in your jean pockets. !
Welcome jeep jeep, PM if you need anything

Also, I learned to hate cancer. we can add that to the hate list along with black teeth (its day five and I feel my teeth getting whiter), missing teeth, poor circulation, sores, ULCERS, being generally gross as my wife calls it. we should make a 100 things to hate about dipping list along with the 100 reasons to quit? any takers?

[tarpon17]

Welcome jeeptruck. My name is Paul. Im ion your september quit group. Glad as hell you joined. It is the best decision you will ever make. I am a week in and am feeling great about the fact that fucking chew isnt controlling my life anymore. Physically im still going through some shit but the first three days are the worst but it gets better. It is getting easier by the day and it helps that im getting more and more pissed off that i was a slave to that shit. If you need anything or a phone number just send me a PM. you got this bro. Own it and remember one day at a time

THANK YOU Paul. its good to be around people that know what youre going through. this first day at work has been tough. Not stopping at gas stations for my normal routine (before and after work). Isnt that some shit? a can before and after work?! glad im here and thanks for your support

I was there. We were all there. Fuck the gas station and Fuck tobacco. Give em the finger when you go by and yell Eat a dick out the window. Whatever you do, stay fucking angry at the nic bitch

Great attitude. Learn to hate dipping, tins, spitters, and rings in your jean pockets. !
Welcome jeep jeep, PM if you need anything

[RES17CUE]

You've got this shit Jeep. You're heading up the Titans with class. Keep leading by example and showing them what a strong quitter is. From a Sultan to a Titan, proud to quit with you today brother

[jeeptruck]

Well, if im going to be a founding member of a group guess its time to be 100% honest. i started dipping at the bus stop with my older brother at the bus stop when i was 11. i am now 25. when i graduated high school i was off to the navy. loved every second of it. my last two years were spent as a boat team member. i loved my job and was proud of what i did. On top of the navy, i was an amateur body builder at 210lbs at my show weight. i compiled a couple of 2nd place and third place finishes on the Military circuit. my favorite pre show ritual was a grizzly bear in my mouth, and dip was also my best pre-workout formula. after my last show in 2012 i finished first place for the first time in the 2012 military open. two weeks after that i started to not feel so well. before i knew it i was down from 210lbs to the upper 170lbs in a matter of about a month and a half. i kept telling the doctor i didnt feel well and he told me to suck it up and i would get better over time. kept losing weight and losing weight until i started to see massive amounts of blood in the toilet, my doctor said i imagined it (wish i was kidding). about two months after my big win i passed out cold in the bathroom after losing too much blood while pooping (i know gross but if your on the fence about quiting you need to hear this) my wife took me to a private ER and they told me one more day at home without care and i wouldve been dead. turns out i had Chronic Ulcers in my ENTIRE digestive tract. nast bleeding ulcers that took me from a bodybuilder, Navy Special Boat Team, Gym Rat into a man fighting for his life like somebody flipped a switch. sad part is.... It took me two years after that to quit even after the doctor told me dip caused it. after surgeries to remove parts of my colon. after i would go to the hospitol for about a week every month to get a transfusion and would have nurses sneak me in dip while i was there. I finally saw the light today. NO MORE. its time i got my health back with my fellow Titans of Quit, the October 2014 group!

jeeptruck,

Damn brother. That is some serious health stuff to have to deal with. I don't even know where to start to address that. I just wanted to let you know how watching you grab the horns of the Titans and mold that group....simply friggin' awesome.

You are a Sultan, through and through....just needed to quit one day earlier!!

That is disgusting, scary, and quite motivating.

You can do this. No more being a pussy.

thank you for your thoughts, wastepanel I like how you say things as eleganltly as my first Master Chief in the navy. love it. I hope this helps people understand its not the old, out of shape, ive been dipping for 25 year guys that are in jeapordy. I loved dipping everyday. it WAS part of who I am. but at 25 it almost put me down, so close that I had to go through a will with my wife. shitty isn't it? married for one year and trying to make sure she is taken care of because I cant stop putting shit in my mouth? how fucked up is that. its true. that ONE MORE can be the one that rots your gut. trust me I know and your life will never be the same. good news is I go see the doctor Monday to see if I can get permission to go back to the gym... and hopefully get my last blood transfusion.

ill see if theres a way to post a before and after pic to show what it can do to you

[jeeptruck]

Well, if im going to be a founding member of a group guess its time to be 100% honest. i started dipping at the bus stop with my older brother at the bus stop when i was 11. i am now 25. when i graduated high school i was off to the navy. loved every second of it. my last two years were spent as a boat team member. i loved my job and was proud of what i did. On top of the navy, i was an amateur body builder at 210lbs at my show weight. i compiled a couple of 2nd place and third place finishes on the Military circuit. my favorite pre show ritual was a grizzly bear in my mouth, and dip was also my best pre-workout formula. after my last show in 2012 i finished first place for the first time in the 2012 military open. two weeks after that i started to not feel so well. before i knew it i was down from 210lbs to the upper 170lbs in a matter of about a month and a half. i kept telling the doctor i didnt feel well and he told me to suck it up and i would get better over time. kept losing weight and losing weight until i started to see massive amounts of blood in the toilet, my doctor said i imagined it (wish i was kidding). about two months after my big win i passed out cold in the bathroom after losing too much blood while pooping (i know gross but if your on the fence about quiting you need to hear this) my wife took me to a private ER and they told me one more day at home without care and i wouldve been dead. turns out i had Chronic Ulcers in my ENTIRE digestive tract. nast bleeding ulcers that took me from a bodybuilder, Navy Special Boat Team, Gym Rat into a man fighting for his life like somebody flipped a switch. sad part is.... It took me two years after that to quit even after the doctor told me dip caused it. after surgeries to remove parts of my colon. after i would go to the hospitol for about a week every month to get a transfusion and would have nurses sneak me in dip while i was there. I finally saw the light today. NO MORE. its time i got my health back with my fellow Titans of Quit, the October 2014 group!

jeeptruck,

Damn brother. That is some serious health stuff to have to deal with. I don't even know where to start to address that. I just wanted to let you know how watching you grab the horns of the Titans and mold that group....simply friggin' awesome.

You are a Sultan, through and through....just needed to quit one day earlier!!

That is disgusting, scary, and quite motivating.

You can do this. No more being a pussy.

thank you for your thoughts, wastepanel I like how you say things as eleganltly as my first Master Chief in the navy. love it. I hope this helps people understand its not the old, out of shape, ive been dipping for 25 year guys that are in jeapordy. I loved dipping everyday. it WAS part of who I am. but at 25 it almost put me down, so close that I had to go through a will with my wife. shitty isn't it? married for one year and trying to make sure she is taken care of because I cant stop putting shit in my mouth? how fucked up is that. its true. that ONE MORE can be the one that rots your gut. trust me I know and your life will never be the same. good news is I go see the doctor Monday to see if I can get permission to go back to the gym... and hopefully get my last blood transfusion.

[wastepanel]

Well, if im going to be a founding member of a group guess its time to be 100% honest. i started dipping at the bus stop with my older brother at the bus stop when i was 11. i am now 25. when i graduated high school i was off to the navy. loved every second of it. my last two years were spent as a boat team member. i loved my job and was proud of what i did. On top of the navy, i was an amateur body builder at 210lbs at my show weight. i compiled a couple of 2nd place and third place finishes on the Military circuit. my favorite pre show ritual was a grizzly bear in my mouth, and dip was also my best pre-workout formula. after my last show in 2012 i finished first place for the first time in the 2012 military open. two weeks after that i started to not feel so well. before i knew it i was down from 210lbs to the upper 170lbs in a matter of about a month and a half. i kept telling the doctor i didnt feel well and he told me to suck it up and i would get better over time. kept losing weight and losing weight until i started to see massive amounts of blood in the toilet, my doctor said i imagined it (wish i was kidding). about two months after my big win i passed out cold in the bathroom after losing too much blood while pooping (i know gross but if your on the fence about quiting you need to hear this) my wife took me to a private ER and they told me one more day at home without care and i wouldve been dead. turns out i had Chronic Ulcers in my ENTIRE digestive tract. nast bleeding ulcers that took me from a bodybuilder, Navy Special Boat Team, Gym Rat into a man fighting for his life like somebody flipped a switch. sad part is.... It took me two years after that to quit even after the doctor told me dip caused it. after surgeries to remove parts of my colon. after i would go to the hospitol for about a week every month to get a transfusion and would have nurses sneak me in dip while i was there. I finally saw the light today. NO MORE. its time i got my health back with my fellow Titans of Quit, the October 2014 group!

jeeptruck,

Damn brother. That is some serious health stuff to have to deal with. I don't even know where to start to address that. I just wanted to let you know how watching you grab the horns of the Titans and mold that group....simply friggin' awesome.

You are a Sultan, through and through....just needed to quit one day earlier!!

That is disgusting, scary, and quite motivating.

You can do this. No more being a pussy.

[CavMan83]

Well, if im going to be a founding member of a group guess its time to be 100% honest. i started dipping at the bus stop with my older brother at the bus stop when i was 11. i am now 25. when i graduated high school i was off to the navy. loved every second of it. my last two years were spent as a boat team member. i loved my job and was proud of what i did. On top of the navy, i was an amateur body builder at 210lbs at my show weight. i compiled a couple of 2nd place and third place finishes on the Military circuit. my favorite pre show ritual was a grizzly bear in my mouth, and dip was also my best pre-workout formula. after my last show in 2012 i finished first place for the first time in the 2012 military open. two weeks after that i started to not feel so well. before i knew it i was down from 210lbs to the upper 170lbs in a matter of about a month and a half. i kept telling the doctor i didnt feel well and he told me to suck it up and i would get better over time. kept losing weight and losing weight until i started to see massive amounts of blood in the toilet, my doctor said i imagined it (wish i was kidding). about two months after my big win i passed out cold in the bathroom after losing too much blood while pooping (i know gross but if your on the fence about quiting you need to hear this) my wife took me to a private ER and they told me one more day at home without care and i wouldve been dead. turns out i had Chronic Ulcers in my ENTIRE digestive tract. nast bleeding ulcers that took me from a bodybuilder, Navy Special Boat Team, Gym Rat into a man fighting for his life like somebody flipped a switch. sad part is.... It took me two years after that to quit even after the doctor told me dip caused it. after surgeries to remove parts of my colon. after i would go to the hospitol for about a week every month to get a transfusion and would have nurses sneak me in dip while i was there. I finally saw the light today. NO MORE. its time i got my health back with my fellow Titans of Quit, the October 2014 group!

jeeptruck,

Damn brother. That is some serious health stuff to have to deal with. I don't even know where to start to address that. I just wanted to let you know how watching you grab the horns of the Titans and mold that group....simply friggin' awesome.

You are a Sultan, through and through....just needed to quit one day earlier!!

[SirDerek]

another day, woke up this morning not as foggy and not feeling as bad. have a weird little sore on my tongue like I bit myself but I didn't. another day another quit

keep putting that foot in front of the other one day at a time,

that stuff in your mouth is normal, you are healing, just like that scab that itches as it heals.

you got this.

[jeeptruck]

another day, woke up this morning not as foggy and not feeling as bad. have a weird little sore on my tongue like I bit myself but I didn't. another day another quit

[jeeptruck]

I wonder if they sell fog lamps for your desk?

I think the heat would put you to sleep.

probably. I hope I get out of the fog soon bro. 'bang head'

so, in an effort to avoid my cravings or to at least lessen them or whatever, i tried to find the Herbal stuff online. upon asking the cashier for any herbal stuff that toothless non-book reading total piece of shit bitch tries to hand me some Grizzly and goes "this what you want" NO bitch thats not what i want. left my groceries on the belt and had to walk out. 'bang head' 'Finger' 'B.S.'