500 days and currently feel wore out. I don't know if it's due to all the wuhan flu quarantine crap, being stuck in the house with my wife and kids longer than I'm used to, trying to reduce my meds during all this (fucking stupid idea), all the recent drama (which shouldn't have been drama in the 1st place), having a close quit brother leave the site, or because even at 500 my mind is still trying to adjust. My best bet, it's a combination of all of the above.
But through it all, a lot of you still have had my back just as I have yours. We all have some bad days, and just know that once I move past this little blip, I will be back stronger. Still trying to take some much needed time to refocus and get my mind right. So for anyone who I have offended or have called out recently, I offer my sincere apologies. Please don't take it personally, I don't mean it as such. Unless of course I have specifically called you out by name and told you that I think you are here to troll and not wanting to do it the KTC way, you can absolutely take it personally
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Do I wish today could have been more exciting, hell yeah. Does it have to be, of course not. In the grand scheme of things it's just another day. 500 is still just the beginning of my quit journey, many more days to come that will have it's ups and downs. But such is life, we can't control that. One majorly important thing we can control though is being quit for today. And I choose to do just that.
Day 500 and I am quit. Still love you guys n gals!
Strength Determination Merciless Forever// Get It Fucking Done
SDMF//GIFD