Lets see if I can clean my intro a bit since it's been a while. I had been dipping for 15 years or so and I started late,in my mid 30's. Yeah I know I'm a dumb fuck! Like I've said before and I'll say it again I'm an addict first been addicted to one thing or another for over 35 years. Weather it was pot,coke,booze,nicotine it just seemed to be the next thing I did. Luckily I'm also addicted to working out that's one thing I won't stop! I'm 50 so yeah I'm an old fuck too. I have today 92 days clean from the nic bitch! I can't tell you how happy I am to say that! I also know that my quit is still fragile and I need to be mindful of that everyday! People here at KTC are great for the most part,lol. I didn't care for some of the name calling when I first got here but I understand that's part of it,helps weed out the trolls. I was in the Navy for 4 years spent some time with the Marines (Corpsman) got out then joined the Army (medic)in 1990,yup got activated for desert shield/storm. No problem I'm not a hero I was a rear echelon puke! My dad was a hero in my eyes he fought in WWII and was a POW in Germany for a year and 6 mos! Well I spilled some guts here today to tell you a little about me. I appreciate the chance and also the help KTC has given me. I hope I can return the favor.