Hello everyone,
Thanks for just existing. I briefly tried to quit last year and made it one day, then two weeks. I've dipped for 10-11 years. Non-stop. About a can either every day, or every other day. I don't know what to expect here, I guess I might just be looking for a place to rant and rave to people who understand.
As I said, thanks for just existing. This website has been instrumental in helping me to understand the seemingly tidal-like forces that make me both want to scream and punch a kitten (I did not) during random, uncontrolled bouts of fury/anxiousness I felt for the first ten days. This may continue, as this is only my day 10. However, it's been easier knowing why I actually feel this way and knowing people are out there who have quit, and are now actively encouraging all others in their attempts. I can't thank you guys enough for being here.