My last post was the day I caved.
I was in a situation that nicotine seemed like the best way to get me through. I pussied out and left all the support I had and decided to leave my quit behind.
Instead of pussying out yet again I am here to admit to my cave, and continue forward.
I am here to apologize to you all who supported me, and to the KTC community for supplying cheap talk.
There is no excuse for my actions.
I am asking permission to join the December 13 group.
Things I will do differently:
-Involve my family and close friends in my quit.
-Currently attending therapy sessions for other reasons, last session I brought up my want to quit this addiction.
-Use my KTC support system before I make a decision to cave.
I don't know about anyone else but I could use a few more sentences. I would like to know if the poison helped you in any way during the situation? Maybe you like taking the poison with you into battle. Maybe when something else happens, like stress, family emergency, you'll be right back with the poison.
Quitting comes from deep brother. You can bet that situations are going to arise during your quit. Your commitment and determination to quit has got to be the most important thing in your life.
Dip gave me no relief from the situation I faced. The only thing it did is make me realize I have a deep physical want for tobacco, and the only way to get through it is to man up and say no regardless of the circumstance, and regardless of how hard it is.
You are right about what happens next time, I need to get a plan in place BEFORE something comes up so I know how to handle it.
I can tell you all day that my quit is the most important thing in my life, however as I have proved talk is cheap. My quit is the most important thing and I will show you by posting roll, and staying quit.