too long coming

[KingNothing]

Day 12 another headache, this one is different than the one yesterday might be a mild hangover headache since last night was bowling.
I was sitting at my work computer, just to the left of this one, when BLAMMO right out of the blue I had the worst craving since quitting.
Worse than the feeling I got when Alie offered me the roll at the Mobil the other day, my knees felt weak even with me sitting down.
Thankfully I caught my breath had the option of glancing right to this computer and see the Feb quitters roll call that was still open from when I called roll.
Disaster averted....without even reverting back to the tea dipping.

As for posting roll...my apologies to those I bumped I was sure it was safe when I did it.
Caught the fact I bumped three people and tried to edit my roll before someone could move on with the bumps but I was too slow :(
After that someone else will have to fix the bumps. Out of my jurisdiction LOL.

I was thinking last night at the bowling alley how I had made it 11 days nic free, 11 friggin days holy crap that is more than 10% of the way to HOF....holy crap only 10% to HOF :( even worse is that is only 1% to HOL :(
This was quite demoralizing.
Thankfully the only dipper who bowls on my league was out for shoulder surgery or the temptation would have had me reaching for digits.
After a while of wallowing in my despair a though occurred to me or maybe a memory of seeing something over and over in so many posts here. ODAAT....I get it now...I thought I got it before but now I am sure I get it.
You can't make it to day 100 (HOF) if you don't make it to tomorrow...unless today is day 99 of course.
No point in worrying about HOF HOL or even 14 at this point until it is today.
Today is day 12 I can deal with that
ODAAT

You've got it Avian. ODAAT. It circulates around here a lot, but it is a core principle. Even when you are in the Hall of Legends someday, you still can't quit any more than ODAAT. Glad for you that this victory came early in your quit. Share this with your group too, this is a big win and they can benefit from it!

[AvianO]

Day 12 another headache, this one is different than the one yesterday might be a mild hangover headache since last night was bowling.
I was sitting at my work computer, just to the left of this one, when BLAMMO right out of the blue I had the worst craving since quitting.
Worse than the feeling I got when Alie offered me the roll at the Mobil the other day, my knees felt weak even with me sitting down.
Thankfully I caught my breath had the option of glancing right to this computer and see the Feb quitters roll call that was still open from when I called roll.
Disaster averted....without even reverting back to the tea dipping.

As for posting roll...my apologies to those I bumped I was sure it was safe when I did it.
Caught the fact I bumped three people and tried to edit my roll before someone could move on with the bumps but I was too slow :(
After that someone else will have to fix the bumps. Out of my jurisdiction LOL.

I was thinking last night at the bowling alley how I had made it 11 days nic free, 11 friggin days holy crap that is more than 10% of the way to HOF....holy crap only 10% to HOF :( even worse is that is only 1% to HOL :(
This was quite demoralizing.
Thankfully the only dipper who bowls on my league was out for shoulder surgery or the temptation would have had me reaching for digits.
After a while of wallowing in my despair a though occurred to me or maybe a memory of seeing something over and over in so many posts here. ODAAT....I get it now...I thought I got it before but now I am sure I get it.
You can't make it to day 100 (HOF) if you don't make it to tomorrow...unless today is day 99 of course.
No point in worrying about HOF HOL or even 14 at this point until it is today.
Today is day 12 I can deal with that
ODAAT

[AvianO]

Now back to the important stuff :)
Please keep in mind this is just a list of 173 better than Miley not a ranking.

1) Maria Kirilenko
2) Karen Gillan
3) Ivanka Trump (I know I might get some flack for this one, but I'd hit it in a millisecond)
4) Lacey Chabert
5) Giada de Laurentiis. She can make spaghetti and is 65% boob. Growl. (X 2 - KN)
6) Heidi Klum (timeless)
7) Alissa Milano (in the day)
8) Jessica Biel
9) Zooey Deschanel.....yeah I know she is a "bit" quirky
10) Jennifer Love-Hewitt
11) Jennifer Aniston
12) Carrie Underwood
13) Christie Brinkley still fine!
14) Demi Moore
15) Marie Osmond (only with ball gag)
16) Kate Upton...I mean WTF why is she #16 on this list?
17) Charlotte McKinney wow this girl is amazing.
18) Taylor Swift

[Pinched]

Now back to the important stuff :)

1) Maria Kirilenko
2) Karen Gillan
3) Ivanka Trump (I know I might get some flack for this one, but I'd hit it in a millisecond)
4) Lacey Chabert
5) Giada de Laurentiis. She can make spaghetti and is 65% boob. Growl. (X 2 - KN)
6) Heidi Klum (timeless)
7) Alissa Milano (in the day)
8) Jessica Biel
9) Zooey Deschanel.....yeah I know she is a "bit" quirky
10) Jennifer Love-Hewitt
11) Jennifer Aniston
12) Carrie Underwood
13) Christie Brinkley still fine!
14) Demi Moore
15) Marie Osmond (only with ball gag)
16) Kate Upton...I mean WTF why is she #16 on this list?
17) Charlotte McKinney wow this girl is amazing.

[worktowin]

Now back to the important stuff :)

1) Maria Kirilenko
2) Karen Gillan
3) Ivanka Trump (I know I might get some flack for this one, but I'd hit it in a millisecond)
4) Lacey Chabert
5) Giada de Laurentiis. She can make spaghetti and is 65% boob. Growl. (X 2 - KN)
6) Heidi Klum (timeless)
7) Alissa Milano (in the day)
8) Jessica Biel
9) Zooey Deschanel.....yeah I know she is a "bit" quirky
10) Jennifer Love-Hewitt
11) Jennifer Aniston
12) Carrie Underwood
13) Christie Brinkley still fine!
14) Demi Moore
15) Marie Osmond (only with ball gag)

[KingNothing]

Now back to the important stuff :)

1) Maria Kirilenko
2) Karen Gillan
3) Ivanka Trump (I know I might get some flack for this one, but I'd hit it in a millisecond)
4) Lacey Chabert
5) Giada de Laurentiis. She can make spaghetti and is 65% boob. Growl. (X 2 - KN)
6) Heidi Klum (timeless)
7) Alissa Milano (in the day)
8) Jessica Biel
9) Zooey Deschanel.....yeah I know she is a "bit" quirky
10) Jennifer Love-Hewitt
11) Jennifer Aniston
12) Carrie Underwood

[pab1964]

Christie Brinkley still fine!
Demi Moore
Marie Osmond

I could dig your list...but the * for Marie Osmond is must be wearing a gag ball, her voice is almost as bad as Fran Drescher

Ball gag = HAWT!!!

I don't want her for her singing!

[worktowin]

Christie Brinkley still fine!
Demi Moore
Marie Osmond

I could dig your list...but the * for Marie Osmond is must be wearing a gag ball, her voice is almost as bad as Fran Drescher

Ball gag = HAWT!!!

[Pinched]

Christie Brinkley still fine!
Demi Moore
Marie Osmond

I could dig your list...but the * for Marie Osmond is must be wearing a gag ball, her voice is almost as bad as Fran Drescher

[pab1964]

Christie Brinkley still fine!
Demi Moore
Marie Osmond

[AvianO]

Now back to the important stuff :)

1) Maria Kirilenko
2) Karen Gillan
3) Ivanka Trump (I know I might get some flack for this one, but I'd hit it in a millisecond)
4) Lacey Chabert
5) Giada de Laurentiis. She can make spaghetti and is 65% boob. Growl. (X 2 - KN)
6) Heidi Klum (timeless)
7) Alissa Milano (in the day)
8) Jessica Biel
9) Zooey Deschanel.....yeah I know she is a "bit" quirky

[AvianO]

Day 11 opens with another killer headache this one does not seem sinus related...ibuprofen taken will see how it goes.
I added an avatar yesterday just a pic of my motorcycle but it reminded me of one of the things I used to use to justify my habit addiction.
Back in the early ninety's I rode a old Honda 400 one nice summer day I was coming home from work, monster turd in my bottom lip, and the car in front of me kicked up a rock that caught me square in the the bottom lip.
Smashed the dip all over my mouth and chipped one of my lower front teeth.
The dentist told me that as much as he hated to admit it that dip likely stopped the rock from knocking out at least three of my teeth.
So there it was I had the one dentist saying it was "good" I chewed. Used that for years as an excuse....What a moron I was.
Maybe if I had a smaller dip in I would have lost teeth and had to quit. More likely I would have just chewed on the side like I did when I was around the family.

The list of 173 is coming along nicely I will have to add to it when I am done sidetracking the thread with this post.

[worktowin]

Now back to the important stuff :)

1) Maria Kirilenko
2) Karen Gillan
3) Ivanka Trump (I know I might get some flack for this one, but I'd hit it in a millisecond)
4) Lacey Chabert
5) Giada de Laurentiis. She can make spaghetti and is 65% boob. Growl. (X 2 - KN)
6) Heidi Klum (timeless)
7) Alissa Milano (in the day)

[KingNothing]

Now back to the important stuff :)

1) Maria Kirilenko
2) Karen Gillan
3) Ivanka Trump (I know I might get some flack for this one, but I'd hit it in a millisecond)
4) Lacey Chabert
5) Giada de Laurentiis. She can make spaghetti and is 65% boob. Growl. (X 2 - KN)

[worktowin]

Now back to the important stuff :)

1) Maria Kirilenko
2) Karen Gillan
3) Ivanka Trump (I know I might get some flack for this one, but I'd hit it in a millisecond)
4) Lacey Chabert
5) Giada somebody or other on Food TV. She can make spaghetti and is 65% boob. Growl.