Day 28 and a half
This probably is not quit gold :(
I don't post a lot here but I do read a lot.
I try to read at least one "new" introduction every day.
A lot of times they are just new to me and in some cases they just get bumped due to an anniversary or a new 100 day level.
Today I read all about some one who was going through the same stuff we all go through, fog, headaches, craves and so on.
Same general story each time I get to read all the support messages given it helps me, it is like I am getting the same advice.
This one was different, after about 45 minute to an hour of reading I get to the end.
Truly the end. Guy was 1040 days into his quit and just runs off to a cave to hid because his life got hard.
I did post there and I was probably a bit harsh, but it made me so angry.
After I posted I paced angrily around the house finally went out and swept the light dusting of snow off the driveway in my shorts and aloha shirt the anger kept me warm.
Finally I cooled off both emotionally and physically and came back in.
All I could think is that better not happen to me.