Day 20,
Almost three weeks. Ups and downs galore.
Last night though I had my first nic dream.
I call it a nic dream because it wasn't a dream about dipping.
I don't remember the full context of the dream just that I was smoking a cigar.
When I got to about halfway through the cigar it suddenly occurred to me that I was using nicotine, then the realization that I would have to come back here and post day 1 again.
That was was woke me up in a panic.
Such a weird feeling to wake up like that.