80 Days!!!!!
80 Days!!!!!
I still find it awfully awesome that I have been able to make it 80 days!!!!
I want to give a bit of an update seeing as how the last couple of posts were well rather depressing and well they sucked there was nothing good in them and strangley thats how I was feeling!
I have recently gotten back from a out of town trip where everyone I was with was drinking and partying thru the night and I managed to not even come close to a crave!
One of the guys who was with me is someone who I have hunted and fished with for the better part of 13 years, did I mention he chews Grizzly Wintergreen......
I had told him back in the early stages of my quit that I had finally figured a way to kick that nasty habit!!! He was of course very skeptical seeing as how he has seen me quit then fail so so so many times. I told him it was different this time blah blah blah......
Well he asked how the quiting business was going and I told him he was rather surprised and couldnt believe me, he is one of those true know-it-all types!
We went and had a great time over in Indy and went out to eat and bar hopping every night and never one time did I even come close to caving!!! He was very surprised to say the least!
At one point while we were going out and about I was using the Smokey Mountain and he was over there chewing Grizzly, he spit his chew out and took a hit from my can! lol
I think I may have made a believer out of him! I know for myself I know my quit definetly strengthened with that trip, mainly cause I was with many of my closest friends for 4 days and none of them have ever seen me without a dip for more than an hour! lol
I made believers out of them and myself, this does not mean I am going to get all cocky in my quit but it does mean I will remain confident.
Anyway just and update from a once truly nervous quiter who now knows he is not only winning the war but really just kicked some serious ass in a huge battle!!!!!
Grizzly25 .......80 days........out!
Grizzly,
This is awesome stuff. You deserve to be cocky, proud, and arrogant, you are rocking your quit. Proud to be your BOMB brother, keep rocking and stay strong bro!!!
That is great shit - thanks for sharing. I remember your post before heading out and how nervous you were about the trip - great job kicking ass. That is a huge investment in your quit. Proud to be quit with ya - stay strong and keep leading the way. Congrats on 80 days!!!
Great job!
Well done my friend. Well done.
Great job Grizzly! Proud to be quit with you!
Just glad to be a part of a winning team. Grizzly, I'm feeling guilty. This is your moment but I felt I had a victory because you didn't cave? Sorry, I know it was all your work and battle but for some reason, I can't help but feel like I won too? Maybe if we share the pain of the addiction, we share in the victories and triumph?
Grizzly, everyone congratulates you and I want to add, Thank you. Thank you for keeping your word and promise! I had a strong trigger going off today. Not anymore, I prefer to win than cave. Feeling your success, yeah its mine too. When I succeed its your victory as well.
[Judas Priest starts playing in the background] "United, United, United we stand, United we stand one and all. United, United, United we stand, United we never shall fall...." mthomas slams his guitar on the stage breaking it into pieces and yells, "Everyone who is caving to nicotine, you're fucking jack wagon! Life begins when you are a real quitter." The audience and music is silent, mthomas quietly exits worried that he is crazy.