Tonight I am sitting here on the eve of my 100th day/Hall of Fame/HOF. I feel no different than the 1st day of my quit. I am pissed that I will always feel a need to put tobacco in my mouth. I am proud to know that, while I will crave, I will never dip that shit again. I know this because, in the event I should cave, I need to advise my Jugghead brothers of my failure. My brothers (and sister) will rightfully put me through the ringer. I will feel the dissappointment and betrayal that I showed my brothers/sister. The last dip dream I had was about some dickheads holidng me down and putting a dip in my mouth. They were laughing...knowing that I would have to post day 1! I am the elder of the Juggies. I am a f??king Addict. I am so thankful for my quit brothers/sister. This is far from where I started with this group. I am happy and proud to be here today.