First things first, Luna thank you for your service. From one vet to another, you made a lot of sacrifices for all of us. With that being said. Are you out of your fucking mind?
You spoke of deploying, you can't tell me or anyone else that you didn't have the pucker factor X 1000 when you were headed over the big pond. You manned up and did what you had to do, correct? Guess what? time to man up again. You received some excellent advice from some serious bad ass quitters here. I suggest you read over all the posts again, get your head out of your ass and quit. I tried the procrastinating pussy bullshit for 2 weeks prior to joining KTC. I was putting patches on, taking them off, putting shit in my lip- whooooeee you talk about getting high. I thought I was ODing on nicotine.
The bottom line is, you can not plan a quit. You grab you fuckin sack, you do have one right? You get as pissed off as you possibly need to, take that can and dump it or you can do like I did and take it out and shoot it. You get it in your head that the nicotine is the most hated thing you've ever had to deal with and post roll. If you don't heed this advice and come back on here and still talk the planned quit bullshit, your credibility here will be shit! Good luck it's your call.