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Re: Mthomastherapy
« Reply #239 on: August 22, 2012, 02:27:00 PM »
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Day 162

Nothing about dip.  This is about sex with my wife.....

Have you ever been making sweet, sweet love to your wife to have one of your kids walk in on it? 

It was 3:00 AM.  For some reason my wife and I got into doing the freaky deeky.  All my kids rooms are downstairs.  So I am doing a good job boning.  Someone turns the lights on in our room!

I freeze.  (Like if I hold still, I am invisible)  My son say's, "Oh I am sorry, sorry!"  Turns off the lights and runs off. 

My wife is terrified and tells me to go talk to him?  I don't know what to say.  Oh the kid is 12 years old when this happens.  So I put on my clothes and walk out of the room.

My son had a glass a milk and was heading down the stairs, back to his room.  He is trying not talk to me so I said, "Blake hey Blake."  He has this look like, lets not talk but I was told by Mrs Thomas to have a talk with him.  He said, reluctantly, "yeah dad"  and I didn't know what to say.....So I say, "Well you caught your mom and dad making love...do you have any questions?"  He said, "No, I came up to get a drink and use the bathroom, I heard mom making noises so I thought she was having a bad dream.  I turned on the lights to wake her up." 

"So are you okay", I said.  He replied, "yeah I am fine but I think I will use the downstairs bathroom from now on."

I said okay and went to bed.  Told my wife and she said, "You told him we were making love????"  I said yeah what did you want me to say?  She said, "Well I don't know but making love?"  I told her I would work extra hours to pay for the counseling. 

How common is it for children to catch mom and dad trying to perfectly park the boner?
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its called locking the door, we found that out after vacation one year when our oldest was 3 ish.

if the door is not locked, oh well nothing is happening
What you no like doing the freeky deeky with a little peeky? lol Definitely lock those doors before you commence boning...
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Holy crap that's hilarious!!! I've never walked in on it, but I've been walked in on, and either way, it's awkward as fuck!
Just tell him you were just wrestling and you were about to get your back points when he turned on the lights. 'boob' (It happens, gotta learn sometime.)
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Re: Mthomastherapy
« Reply #238 on: August 22, 2012, 02:20:00 PM »
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Day 162

Nothing about dip.  This is about sex with my wife.....

Have you ever been making sweet, sweet love to your wife to have one of your kids walk in on it? 

It was 3:00 AM.  For some reason my wife and I got into doing the freaky deeky.  All my kids rooms are downstairs.  So I am doing a good job boning.  Someone turns the lights on in our room!

I freeze.  (Like if I hold still, I am invisible)  My son say's, "Oh I am sorry, sorry!"  Turns off the lights and runs off. 

My wife is terrified and tells me to go talk to him?  I don't know what to say.  Oh the kid is 12 years old when this happens.  So I put on my clothes and walk out of the room.

My son had a glass a milk and was heading down the stairs, back to his room.  He is trying not talk to me so I said, "Blake hey Blake."  He has this look like, lets not talk but I was told by Mrs Thomas to have a talk with him.  He said, reluctantly, "yeah dad"  and I didn't know what to say.....So I say, "Well you caught your mom and dad making love...do you have any questions?"  He said, "No, I came up to get a drink and use the bathroom, I heard mom making noises so I thought she was having a bad dream.  I turned on the lights to wake her up." 

"So are you okay", I said.  He replied, "yeah I am fine but I think I will use the downstairs bathroom from now on."

I said okay and went to bed.  Told my wife and she said, "You told him we were making love????"  I said yeah what did you want me to say?  She said, "Well I don't know but making love?"  I told her I would work extra hours to pay for the counseling. 

How common is it for children to catch mom and dad trying to perfectly park the boner?
Bumped to keep in order.
its called locking the door, we found that out after vacation one year when our oldest was 3 ish.

if the door is not locked, oh well nothing is happening
What you no like doing the freeky deeky with a little peeky? lol Definitely lock those doors before you commence boning...
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Holy crap that's hilarious!!! I've never walked in on it, but I've been walked in on, and either way, it's awkward as fuck!
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Re: Mthomastherapy
« Reply #237 on: August 22, 2012, 01:39:00 PM »
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Day 162

Nothing about dip.  This is about sex with my wife.....

Have you ever been making sweet, sweet love to your wife to have one of your kids walk in on it? 

It was 3:00 AM.  For some reason my wife and I got into doing the freaky deeky.  All my kids rooms are downstairs.  So I am doing a good job boning.  Someone turns the lights on in our room!

I freeze.  (Like if I hold still, I am invisible)  My son say's, "Oh I am sorry, sorry!"  Turns off the lights and runs off. 

My wife is terrified and tells me to go talk to him?  I don't know what to say.  Oh the kid is 12 years old when this happens.  So I put on my clothes and walk out of the room.

My son had a glass a milk and was heading down the stairs, back to his room.  He is trying not talk to me so I said, "Blake hey Blake."  He has this look like, lets not talk but I was told by Mrs Thomas to have a talk with him.  He said, reluctantly, "yeah dad"  and I didn't know what to say.....So I say, "Well you caught your mom and dad making love...do you have any questions?"  He said, "No, I came up to get a drink and use the bathroom, I heard mom making noises so I thought she was having a bad dream.  I turned on the lights to wake her up." 

"So are you okay", I said.  He replied, "yeah I am fine but I think I will use the downstairs bathroom from now on."

I said okay and went to bed.  Told my wife and she said, "You told him we were making love????"  I said yeah what did you want me to say?  She said, "Well I don't know but making love?"  I told her I would work extra hours to pay for the counseling. 

How common is it for children to catch mom and dad trying to perfectly park the boner?
Bumped to keep in order.
its called locking the door, we found that out after vacation one year when our oldest was 3 ish.

if the door is not locked, oh well nothing is happening
What you no like doing the freeky deeky with a little peeky? lol Definitely lock those doors before you commence boning...
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Re: Mthomastherapy
« Reply #236 on: August 22, 2012, 01:34:00 PM »
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Day 162

Nothing about dip.  This is about sex with my wife.....

Have you ever been making sweet, sweet love to your wife to have one of your kids walk in on it? 

It was 3:00 AM.  For some reason my wife and I got into doing the freaky deeky.  All my kids rooms are downstairs.  So I am doing a good job boning.  Someone turns the lights on in our room!

I freeze.  (Like if I hold still, I am invisible)  My son say's, "Oh I am sorry, sorry!"  Turns off the lights and runs off. 

My wife is terrified and tells me to go talk to him?  I don't know what to say.  Oh the kid is 12 years old when this happens.  So I put on my clothes and walk out of the room.

My son had a glass a milk and was heading down the stairs, back to his room.  He is trying not talk to me so I said, "Blake hey Blake."  He has this look like, lets not talk but I was told by Mrs Thomas to have a talk with him.  He said, reluctantly, "yeah dad"  and I didn't know what to say.....So I say, "Well you caught your mom and dad making love...do you have any questions?"  He said, "No, I came up to get a drink and use the bathroom, I heard mom making noises so I thought she was having a bad dream.  I turned on the lights to wake her up." 

"So are you okay", I said.  He replied, "yeah I am fine but I think I will use the downstairs bathroom from now on."

I said okay and went to bed.  Told my wife and she said, "You told him we were making love????"  I said yeah what did you want me to say?  She said, "Well I don't know but making love?"  I told her I would work extra hours to pay for the counseling. 

How common is it for children to catch mom and dad trying to perfectly park the boner?
Bumped to keep in order.
its called locking the door, we found that out after vacation one year when our oldest was 3 ish.

if the door is not locked, oh well nothing is happening

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Re: Mthomastherapy
« Reply #235 on: August 22, 2012, 01:30:00 PM »
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Day 162

Nothing about dip. This is about sex with my wife.....

Have you ever been making sweet, sweet love to your wife to have one of your kids walk in on it?

It was 3:00 AM. For some reason my wife and I got into doing the freaky deeky. All my kids rooms are downstairs. So I am doing a good job boning. Someone turns the lights on in our room!

I freeze. (Like if I hold still, I am invisible) My son say's, "Oh I am sorry, sorry!" Turns off the lights and runs off.

My wife is terrified and tells me to go talk to him? I don't know what to say. Oh the kid is 12 years old when this happens. So I put on my clothes and walk out of the room.

My son had a glass a milk and was heading down the stairs, back to his room. He is trying not talk to me so I said, "Blake hey Blake." He has this look like, lets not talk but I was told by Mrs Thomas to have a talk with him. He said, reluctantly, "yeah dad" and I didn't know what to say.....So I say, "Well you caught your mom and dad making love...do you have any questions?" He said, "No, I came up to get a drink and use the bathroom, I heard mom making noises so I thought she was having a bad dream. I turned on the lights to wake her up."

"So are you okay", I said. He replied, "yeah I am fine but I think I will use the downstairs bathroom from now on."

I said okay and went to bed. Told my wife and she said, "You told him we were making love????" I said yeah what did you want me to say? She said, "Well I don't know but making love?" I told her I would work extra hours to pay for the counseling.

How common is it for children to catch mom and dad trying to perfectly park the boner?
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« Reply #234 on: August 22, 2012, 01:29:00 PM »
One hundred sixty one days and counting.

I don't really think of dipping. My cravings...not hard to pass on.

Most of the time, I think that if I didn't come to KTC and post roll then I wouldn't even think about dipping. In fact, my quit has become, well, boring. It is a daily routine. Just like brushing my teeth. I don't look in the mirror with excitement and say, "I brushed my teeth!" Posting roll...the excitement is routine now and I don't scream, "I'm quit." It is just who I am.

I recognized my danger is a new craving. A craving of take it or leave it. No big deal now. The thought crosses my mind that it would be no big deal to have one. What will one dip hurt?

Our addicted minds can trick us into thinking we are cured. The quit gets easy, life is better. We forget....and nicotine can trick us into one is no big deal. I am so glad to read the failures of those who were at my point in quit and had just one.

My quit has had many phases. Right now, I love life but am still in danger because I feel like I am cured. Posting roll reminds me that I am an addict.

Please text our brothers that are missing and ask if we can post roll for them. I don't think any of us think we will cave but complacency is a dangerous attitude when you are at war!

Stay focused and keep in touch with the platoon. I need help with follow up on missing roll. Remember we had 31 commit to post every day to 200. Our roll post since that commitment has been impressive with 92% of us posting daily.

I honestly think we lost a brother and we still are fighting to get 30 to the second floor.

Thanks for reading, and thanks for your daily promise to me. I value it and I won't cave today because I gave my word and I am a man of my word.
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Re: Mthomastherapy
« Reply #233 on: August 22, 2012, 01:19:00 PM »
Day 162

Nothing about dip. This is about sex with my wife.....

Have you ever been making sweet, sweet love to your wife to have one of your kids walk in on it?

It was 3:00 AM. For some reason my wife and I got into doing the freaky deeky. All my kids rooms are downstairs. So I am doing a good job boning. Someone turns the lights on in our room!

I freeze. (Like if I hold still, I am invisible) My son say's, "Oh I am sorry, sorry!" Turns off the lights and runs off.

My wife is terrified and tells me to go talk to him? I don't know what to say. Oh the kid is 12 years old when this happens. So I put on my clothes and walk out of the room.

My son had a glass a milk and was heading down the stairs, back to his room. He is trying not talk to me so I said, "Blake hey Blake." He has this look like, lets not talk but I was told by Mrs Thomas to have a talk with him. He said, reluctantly, "yeah dad" and I didn't know what to say.....So I say, "Well you caught your mom and dad making love...do you have any questions?" He said, "No, I came up to get a drink and use the bathroom, I heard mom making noises so I thought she was having a bad dream. I turned on the lights to wake her up."

"So are you okay", I said. He replied, "yeah I am fine but I think I will use the downstairs bathroom from now on."

I said okay and went to bed. Told my wife and she said, "You told him we were making love????" I said yeah what did you want me to say? She said, "Well I don't know but making love?" I told her I would work extra hours to pay for the counseling.

How common is it for children to catch mom and dad trying to perfectly park the boner?
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Re: Mthomastherapy
« Reply #232 on: August 18, 2012, 10:48:00 AM »
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Never confuse something as smart as quitting with something as stupid as politics.
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All quitting aside, thank God someone else sees that our nation, like any other capital venture, needs to be run like a business. Part of the reason I voted for Ross Perot back in the day.

I cannot wait for the day when all the political bitching goes away. Personally, I think I will try to run a campaign via the internet. I won't ask for funding. I'll do it on YouTube and get paid for people watching my campaign ads. Want to talk about paradigm thinking, how about getting paid for running a campaign instead of asking your constituents for a monetary contribution.

They'd bust my ass out for being an addict to nicotine and surfing porn so I'd be gone in the beat of a heart but it sure would be a fun ride to poke fun at how much better a common sense, business approach would be opposed to the political animal we have now.
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« Reply #231 on: August 18, 2012, 10:10:00 AM »
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Never confuse something as smart as quitting with something as stupid as politics.
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Oh that's good...and true.
All quitting aside, thank God someone else sees that our nation, like any other capital venture, needs to be run like a business. Part of the reason I voted for Ross Perot back in the day.

I cannot wait for the day when all the political bitching goes away. Personally, I think I will try to run a campaign via the internet. I won't ask for funding. I'll do it on YouTube and get paid for people watching my campaign ads. Want to talk about paradigm thinking, how about getting paid for running a campaign instead of asking your constituents for a monetary contribution.

They'd bust my ass out for being an addict to nicotine and surfing porn so I'd be gone in the beat of a heart but it sure would be a fun ride to poke fun at how much better a common sense, business approach would be opposed to the political animal we have now.

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« Reply #230 on: August 17, 2012, 04:06:00 PM »
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« Reply #229 on: August 17, 2012, 03:24:00 PM »
Never confuse something as smart as quitting with something as stupid as politics.

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« Reply #228 on: August 17, 2012, 01:13:00 PM »
Day 157 The Great Vice not just mine but all of us

Rant and Politics today! I read an article today that just makes so much sense to me.

Okay a general election is coming and either Barak Obama or Mitt Romney will be the next president of the United States.

Are you ever going to have a candidate that you align with 100%?

I just donated to the Romney campaign. Why? Obama failed. Plain and simple. If he was a CEO and met with the board to review his success of turning a company around, the board members would realized they hired an amateur in a time that called for turn around leadership.

Don't get me wrong, no matter who is president over the next 4 years, so much change and hope is needed, I don't know how faithful I will be that we can slow down our escalating issues. That being said, we have a better chance to fire Obama and bring in a Man who has proven experience to lead and turn failings into success.


I believe as Americans, we have become overly dependent on the Government to solve our problems and hold them responsible for our success and failures. I am not a doomsdayer person. I always bet on a recovery. The end of the world can only happen once so I just play the odds of recovery.

However, we can't sit idle and let it happen. We must stop the madness.


Stop Condemning success and wealth! I never got a job from a poor man. Wealth and success = more jobs. Saying we need more jobs and we should punish the rich is insane. Yes we have bad apples but it isn't because of success and wealth it is because of PRIDE!

The central feature of pride is enmity—enmity toward God and enmity toward our fellowmen. Enmity means “hatred toward, hostility to, or a state of opposition.”

Enmity toward our fellowmen. We are tempted daily to elevate ourselves above others and diminish them.

The proud make every man their adversary by pitting their intellects, opinions, works, wealth, talents, or any other worldly measuring device against others. In the words of C. S. Lewis: “Pride gets no pleasure out of having something, only out of having more of it than the next man. … It is the comparison that makes you proud: the pleasure of being above the rest. Once the element of competition has gone, pride has gone.” (Mere Christianity, New York: Macmillan, 1952, pp. 109–10.)

Pride is a sin that can readily be seen in others but is rarely admitted in ourselves. Most of us consider pride to be a sin of those on the top, such as the rich and the learned, looking down at the rest of us. There is, however, a far more common ailment among us—and that is pride from the bottom looking up. It is manifest in so many ways, such as faultfinding, gossiping, backbiting, murmuring, living beyond our means, envying, coveting, withholding gratitude and praise that might lift another, and being unforgiving and jealous.

Selfishness is one of the more common faces of pride. “How everything affects me” is the center of all that matters—self-conceit, self-pity, worldly self-fulfillment, self-gratification, and self-seeking.

Pride results in secret combinations which are built up to get power, gain, and glory of the world. This fruit of the sin of pride, namely secret combinations, brings down free nations!

Another face of pride is contention. Arguments, fights, unrighteous dominion, generation gaps, divorces, spouse abuse, riots, and disturbances all fall into this category of pride.

Contention in our families drives the Spirit of love and support away. It also drives many of our family members away. Contention ranges from a hostile spoken word to worldwide conflicts. The scriptures tell us that “only by pride cometh contention.” (Prov. 13:10; see also Prov. 28:25.)

When pride has a hold on our hearts, we lose our independence of the world and deliver our freedoms to the bondage of menÂ’s judgment.

No matter who the next President will be, there are rugged days ahead. It is time for every man who wishes to do his duty to get himself prepared–physically, spiritually, and psychologically–for the task which may come at any time, as suddenly as the whirlwind.


Time and Time again, Obama has divided us and uses Pride to do it.

I am voting for Romney but that's not all. I will look in the mirror and pray that I rid myself of my vices. Pride is the universal sin, the great vice. I quit nicotine thinking that was my great vice...Pride bleeds into all vices! Americans need to stand with strong backs and shoulders to support our constitution. We are the light on the hill. We must rid ourselves of Pride. In short, you can start by voting for Romeny and hold your chins up, while keeping your nose down.
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Re: Mthomastherapy
« Reply #227 on: August 08, 2012, 08:49:00 PM »
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Day 148
Really? 
As I approach my 150 day marker, I thought it was time for an update.  Do I still have triggers and do I ever think to cave?  Yeah but I am experienced enough to know that it passes and is easy to say, “Not Today.”

I had an experience on KTC where the thought crossed my mind to cave…just to prove a point.  I really thought I would go out put a dip in my mouth and then post on KTC and say, “Look, see what you did?”
 
I just sat back took a deep breath and remembered I didnÂ’t quit to prove anything except that I was finally done admitting and surrendering to a worthless addiction.
 
KTC taught me not to be impulsive and make decisions on a whim of emotion.  “Call first for permission to cave” by trying that, it taught me how to pause before acting.  So now the impulse to cave isn’t acted upon until I pause and remember why I quit. 

This is for me, no one else.  My quit benefits everyone but I quit for me. 
When I quit, I had a wave a bad things hit me.  Mostly my trials in quit were financial.  My company didn’t get the funds released and so we all had to put our paychecks on hold.  Week after week and my savings dwindled, my credit grew and I was up a creek without a paddle.

Oh I thought about dipping.  Made my calls to ask for permission. "Pause" How is dipping going get me my paycheck?  I will buzz, spend money on shit and still have the same problems.  There is no point?  That pause and call to ask for permission allowed me to be logical in a time where I usually would have just been impulsive to my addiction.

So we got our funding, I meet with our CFO and my money with interest will be paid to me.  I saved money by not paying for tobacco; we were frugal in our spending etc.  I am better off quit and facing a challenge without dipping.  My house flooded.  Thousands of dollars damage.  I came home, "just another day and we will figure it out"…Insurance covers it!  I get a home remodel and my premium doesn’t go up! 

When I was in my second funk I posted about how life is just life with or without dip.  Rgross challenged me to revisit after I came out of my funk.  Well Rgross, I think that life is going to be good and bad with or without dip.  However without dip, I really feel alive!  My life is better without dip.  I am living!!!! I don't put my head in the sand and say, "poor me, I need a dip to deal with my problems." What a joke I ever thought that dip helped me handle things....

To all those that are really battling.  I feel you.  I don’t think you are pussies.  Quitting everyday proves what a bad ass you are.  Just revisit your commitment and why you are quit.  I think some struggle unnecessarily because they still wish they could dip and not have the issues that come with it.
 
You must get to a point where you never want to dip because it is stupid and you are better than humping a can of tobacco.  Never hope or believe you can have freedom in your vice.  Always have faith and work for freedom from your vice. 

The only regret I have when I spit out my last dip....Should have done it sooner. 

Stay quit!
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As always great post brother

The way you have really reprogramed yourself to think is what drinking the KTC kool-aid is all about!

Keep up the awesome quit and never lose the focus, the nic bitch is a sneaky sneaky bitch, but no match for Cael Sanderson type resolve!
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Re: Mthomastherapy
« Reply #226 on: August 08, 2012, 02:45:00 PM »
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Day 148
Really?
As I approach my 150 day marker, I thought it was time for an update. Do I still have triggers and do I ever think to cave? Yeah but I am experienced enough to know that it passes and is easy to say, “Not Today.”

I had an experience on KTC where the thought crossed my mind to cave…just to prove a point. I really thought I would go out put a dip in my mouth and then post on KTC and say, “Look, see what you did?”

I just sat back took a deep breath and remembered I didnÂ’t quit to prove anything except that I was finally done admitting and surrendering to a worthless addiction.

KTC taught me not to be impulsive and make decisions on a whim of emotion. “Call first for permission to cave” by trying that, it taught me how to pause before acting. So now the impulse to cave isn’t acted upon until I pause and remember why I quit.

This is for me, no one else. My quit benefits everyone but I quit for me.
When I quit, I had a wave a bad things hit me. Mostly my trials in quit were financial. My company didnÂ’t get the funds released and so we all had to put our paychecks on hold. Week after week and my savings dwindled, my credit grew and I was up a creek without a paddle.

Oh I thought about dipping. Made my calls to ask for permission. "Pause" How is dipping going get me my paycheck? I will buzz, spend money on shit and still have the same problems. There is no point? That pause and call to ask for permission allowed me to be logical in a time where I usually would have just been impulsive to my addiction.

So we got our funding, I meet with our CFO and my money with interest will be paid to me. I saved money by not paying for tobacco; we were frugal in our spending etc. I am better off quit and facing a challenge without dipping. My house flooded. Thousands of dollars damage. I came home, "just another day and we will figure it out"Â…Insurance covers it! I get a home remodel and my premium doesnÂ’t go up!

When I was in my second funk I posted about how life is just life with or without dip. Rgross challenged me to revisit after I came out of my funk. Well Rgross, I think that life is going to be good and bad with or without dip. However without dip, I really feel alive! My life is better without dip. I am living!!!! I don't put my head in the sand and say, "poor me, I need a dip to deal with my problems." What a joke I ever thought that dip helped me handle things....

To all those that are really battling. I feel you. I donÂ’t think you are pussies. Quitting everyday proves what a bad ass you are. Just revisit your commitment and why you are quit. I think some struggle unnecessarily because they still wish they could dip and not have the issues that come with it.

You must get to a point where you never want to dip because it is stupid and you are better than humping a can of tobacco. Never hope or believe you can have freedom in your vice. Always have faith and work for freedom from your vice.

The only regret I have when I spit out my last dip....Should have done it sooner.

Stay quit!
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As always great post brother

The way you have really reprogramed yourself to think is what drinking the KTC kool-aid is all about!

Keep up the awesome quit and never lose the focus, the nic bitch is a sneaky sneaky bitch, but no match for Cael Sanderson type resolve!
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Re: Mthomastherapy
« Reply #225 on: August 08, 2012, 01:43:00 PM »
Day 148
Really?
As I approach my 150 day marker, I thought it was time for an update. Do I still have triggers and do I ever think to cave? Yeah but I am experienced enough to know that it passes and is easy to say, “Not Today.”

I had an experience on KTC where the thought crossed my mind to cave…just to prove a point. I really thought I would go out put a dip in my mouth and then post on KTC and say, “Look, see what you did?”

I just sat back took a deep breath and remembered I didnÂ’t quit to prove anything except that I was finally done admitting and surrendering to a worthless addiction.

KTC taught me not to be impulsive and make decisions on a whim of emotion. “Call first for permission to cave” by trying that, it taught me how to pause before acting. So now the impulse to cave isn’t acted upon until I pause and remember why I quit.

This is for me, no one else. My quit benefits everyone but I quit for me.
When I quit, I had a wave a bad things hit me. Mostly my trials in quit were financial. My company didnÂ’t get the funds released and so we all had to put our paychecks on hold. Week after week and my savings dwindled, my credit grew and I was up a creek without a paddle.

Oh I thought about dipping. Made my calls to ask for permission. "Pause" How is dipping going get me my paycheck? I will buzz, spend money on shit and still have the same problems. There is no point? That pause and call to ask for permission allowed me to be logical in a time where I usually would have just been impulsive to my addiction.

So we got our funding, I meet with our CFO and my money with interest will be paid to me. I saved money by not paying for tobacco; we were frugal in our spending etc. I am better off quit and facing a challenge without dipping. My house flooded. Thousands of dollars damage. I came home, "just another day and we will figure it out"Â…Insurance covers it! I get a home remodel and my premium doesnÂ’t go up!

When I was in my second funk I posted about how life is just life with or without dip. Rgross challenged me to revisit after I came out of my funk. Well Rgross, I think that life is going to be good and bad with or without dip. However without dip, I really feel alive! My life is better without dip. I am living!!!! I don't put my head in the sand and say, "poor me, I need a dip to deal with my problems." What a joke I ever thought that dip helped me handle things....

To all those that are really battling. I feel you. I donÂ’t think you are pussies. Quitting everyday proves what a bad ass you are. Just revisit your commitment and why you are quit. I think some struggle unnecessarily because they still wish they could dip and not have the issues that come with it.

You must get to a point where you never want to dip because it is stupid and you are better than humping a can of tobacco. Never hope or believe you can have freedom in your vice. Always have faith and work for freedom from your vice.

The only regret I have when I spit out my last dip....Should have done it sooner.

Stay quit!
Quit And Be Free

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