Quite honestly, when I joined KTC I did not fully understand the 100% nic free expectations. In my mind cigars where different from chew and even cigarettes. I quickly realized after joining that cigars would constitute a cave.l and agreed to those terms. Tonight I am sitting with 7 guys I ride with (good guys all but only see them on rides) and 5 of 7 are smoking stoggies...after 3 martinis each, we are 4 bottles of cakebread into a true bender....if not for my commitment here I would be the 6th guy smoking a stanky cock..,truth of matter is....the relationships here made the difference tonight. There is no romanricing this shit...smells good but I know what this would lead back to..... So I am sitting here typing this instead of sucking the poison. Thank you for reading this and being part of the reason I will keep my word posted this morning. D40, kdip, peters, ExNuke, zc, kcm, Josey, SD, ben., cbird, bronc, sapper, tarp ,,slug, ko, ...shit to many to mention...I am hammered.... Will miss someone....thanks, never met one of you....but I will not back slide because of you. I remain a resolute bastard!!!