So it's been a long time since I posted in here and I'm not 100% sure why to be honest. I find myself posting and ghosting on the website and then trolling the chat room for hours on end during the day. The problem with all this is, I have become lazy in my quit. Don't get me wrong, I'm still quit as I've ever been, but I"m not pursuing the opportunity to help others in the forums, I'm posting roll late on the weekends (something that I have lambasted many a quitter for), and I actually sent a text at 5p......5pm!!!!!! to my text brothers and asked them if I had remembered to post roll. I guess that we all go through cycles of intensity in quit, and I have definitely been on a downward trend lately. I received a wake up text last night from a man that gives a damn about me and my quit and it was probably the best thing that has happened for my quit in a long time. He pointed out all the things that I have mentioned, and he told me to get my shit straight. So as I reflect, maybe I've gone through a bit of a funk? maybe I've truly just became lazy? Either way I have made a promise to myself and I make it to each of you to spend more time around here, and to spend quality time with my quit.
