Day 31...Today is significant for me because ever since I dropped in that first wad of Skoal when I was 14, I have never gone more than 30 days without nicotine in some form.
I will be 45 this year.
I am quitting for me, but I dedicate Day 31 to you, new guy. You're the one who's lurking around here on the site, probably got a can of Cope somewhere nearby. You're here maybe because you've got a kid on the way, wife's complaining, or maybe you just went to the dentist...and he told you that there are white patches inside your lip that are concerning him. Yeah, I'm talking to you.
You see, I was the biggest nicotine fiend that I know. There were no limits to my usage. I once told my wife that I would die if I had to quit. I lied to my children for years about my usage. My dad was in the hospital for cancer surgery. I stood in the ICU watching over him...with a pinch O'Cope in for comfort. That's fucked up. I could rationalize not quitting any number of ways...had to get through a project at work, holidays are a bitch...can't quit now, It's snowing, I can't quit, It's sunny, I can't quit...you get the picture.
My point is simple. If I can do this. ANYBODY can do this. Really. I am a very selfish person from a long, long, long line of addicts. But, I found a little encouragement from an unlikely source, and I found THIS SITE.
If you've read this far new guy, here's what you do. First, you must decide that YOU want to quit. If you can honestly say this move on to...THROW ALL OF YOUR SHIT AWAY. NOW. Do not do the one more dip, or my last dip will be at X o'clock. Future quits, are well, in the future. You must quit right now. Go ahead and take control. Next, buckle down for a few days and hang out here. Read everything. Jump into chat, and POST ROLL. You learn how and why at the welcome center. Also, read this...
http://whyquit.com/whyquit/linksaaddiction.html. It is guaranteed to provide you with a moment of clarity over your addiction.
I can't tell you how important it is for you to use the site for your quit. This place has kept me out of the convenience store several times over the past 31 days. So, let's get this thing crack-A-lackin'. I'm LeonardThompson. PM me for a number. I will support your quit...if that's what you've decided to do.