Quitting today, tomorrow and forever!

[Dozer99]

Weird that we would get a foggy day out of nowhere! Nothing really to trigger it. Oh Well, think I go get some more pumkin seeds!

[mfkuss]

Yes it will....

I have had a couple of foggy days in the last week...not as bad as initially, but still there...

Thanks for the help yesterday!!!! Hang in there!!

I quit with you today!

[Dozer99]

Day 20 and for some reason the Fog is back. Feel like I have a hangover this morning and I didn't even tie one on last night. Not really craving, just feel like I'm walking in Molasses. Oh well, this too shall pass!

[Dozer99]

First day off from work in awhile. Just called in sick, said fuck it and helped the wife unit around the house. played with my 4 month old daughter, working on giving her a million kisses before she turns one! Oh, and I did it all with that shit in my mouth! Fuck you Nicotine and the trucks you ride in on. I am better than you! Was a great day, and many more to come! I AM QUIT!

Dozer out

I assume you meant "without that shit in your mouth". Great post otherwise!

Holy Shit, great catch. I just edited it. Yep, It was "Without".

[copingwithoutcopen]

First day off from work in awhile. Just called in sick, said fuck it and helped the wife unit around the house. played with my 4 month old daughter, working on giving her a million kisses before she turns one! Oh, and I did it all with that shit in my mouth! Fuck you Nicotine and the trucks you ride in on. I am better than you! Was a great day, and many more to come! I AM QUIT!

Dozer out

I assume you meant "without that shit in your mouth". Great post otherwise!

[Dozer99]

First day off from work in awhile. Just called in sick, said fuck it and helped the wife unit around the house. played with my 4 month old daughter, working on giving her a million kisses before she turns one! Oh, and I did it all without that shit in my mouth! Fuck you Nicotine and the trucks you ride in on. I am better than you! Was a great day, and many more to come! I AM QUIT!

Dozer out

[Dozer99]

Ps. I highly recommend getting a second opinion on the bone grafts...

Did, this is the second opinion. Both the periodontists (SP?) and my dentists say that this will fix a lot of my head ache issues and my insurance will cover it 100%. It's good to have bomb proof insurance.

[Notdeadyet]

Went to the dentist yesterday, just a filling. Felt good to say I am quit and mean it. So far my gums look good but I'll keep going back every 6 months to make sure. Next hurdle will be the bone grafts I have to have on my upper jaw. Had a lot of bone loss over the years on the top back both sides, so So I get pig bone to rebuild it! No pig jokes!

Quit is a way of life, a state of being that you can't change. Kinda like how some of the guys on here can't change being ghey. Sounds like you have burned the boats and are stuck on the island of quit. Congrats!

Ps. I highly recommend getting a second opinion on the bone grafts...

[Dozer99]

Went to the dentist yesterday, just a filling. Felt good to say I am quit and mean it. So far my gums look good but I'll keep going back every 6 months to make sure. Next hurdle will be the bone grafts I have to have on my upper jaw. Had a lot of bone loss over the years on the top back both sides, so So I get pig bone to rebuild it! No pig jokes!

[Dozer99]

Yesterday was a little easier, except I had the worst craving last night, not a physical craving, but a mental one. Wife gave me choclate (which I have never liked) and it worked! So, I'm going to have to fight off a little weight, no big deal!

This morning was ok, better than yesterday. Made it through feeding the horses without ever once thinking about it. Now I'm at work. I can smell smoke and dip around the shop, I'll be fine.

[MikeWC]

You are doing good dozer! It's a strange feeling to actually do something without that crap in your mouth and then realize that it can be done! Take it one day at a time, there are a lot of great people on this site ready to help you. Too bad about work blocking the site, if you need or want a # pm me. I quit with you today. Mike

[Wt57]

Today was just a little better. cravings were not quite so bad. I only opened the hall closet twice today looking for the beer (normally kept in the fridge, but my fog brain reasoned that it should be in the hall).

Got the water pump changed on the F350 today using a toothpick and one bag of Pumpkin Seeds! Never thought I could have done it without the Bitch, but I did.

Tomorrow will be even better.

everyday gets a little easier. one day at a time. you're reprogramming right now, and actually you can do everything without nic if you choose to. post everyday and keep your promise no matter what.. the rest will follow..

Thanks Kana,

Yea they say it gets easier, So I will trust them. Bad night last night. Woke up a lot sweating. Drank lots of water, then woke up having to pee. Oh well, made it through the night, got my Coffee and heading outside. I will not cave, I will stay strong, I will kick this Bitch!!

Day by day! Make your promise, keep your word and before you know it 100 days will have passed and you will say "where did the days go". I promise you it does get easier!
WT day 169

[Dozer99]

Today was just a little better. cravings were not quite so bad. I only opened the hall closet twice today looking for the beer (normally kept in the fridge, but my fog brain reasoned that it should be in the hall).

Got the water pump changed on the F350 today using a toothpick and one bag of Pumpkin Seeds! Never thought I could have done it without the Bitch, but I did.

Tomorrow will be even better.

everyday gets a little easier. one day at a time. you're reprogramming right now, and actually you can do everything without nic if you choose to. post everyday and keep your promise no matter what.. the rest will follow..

Thanks Kana,

Yea they say it gets easier, So I will trust them. Bad night last night. Woke up a lot sweating. Drank lots of water, then woke up having to pee. Oh well, made it through the night, got my Coffee and heading outside. I will not cave, I will stay strong, I will kick this Bitch!!

[kana]

Today was just a little better. cravings were not quite so bad. I only opened the hall closet twice today looking for the beer (normally kept in the fridge, but my fog brain reasoned that it should be in the hall).

Got the water pump changed on the F350 today using a toothpick and one bag of Pumpkin Seeds! Never thought I could have done it without the Bitch, but I did.

Tomorrow will be even better.

everyday gets a little easier. one day at a time. you're reprogramming right now, and actually you can do everything without nic if you choose to. post everyday and keep your promise no matter what.. the rest will follow..

[Dozer99]

Today was just a little better. cravings were not quite so bad. I only opened the hall closet twice today looking for the beer (normally kept in the fridge, but my fog brain reasoned that it should be in the hall).

Got the water pump changed on the F350 today using a toothpick and one bag of Pumpkin Seeds! Never thought I could have done it without the Bitch, but I did.

Tomorrow will be even better.