Day 52 Update: Half way and some change to the HOF! Lets seeÂ…
Ironically (or maybe not ironic technically speaking), this is probably the best semester IÂ’ve performed in my college career. I canÂ’t believe I was so worried about performing poorly. To my credit though, I have been working extremely hard this semester. Something about the whole, graduate in 4 years, and when its finally your 4th year and youÂ’re not near graduating kinda kicks everything in gear.
DonÂ’t really experience craves so much as they are thoughts. These thoughts get answered with a swift: no, thatÂ’s poison, and no, youÂ’re an addict.
I think my most recent noticeable progression is that, I don’t seek the “after food dip.” During the first few weeks I would crave a dip after eating, kinda like a 1-2 punch, being full from eating and then BAM. I guess early on that was kind of replaced with alternative.
I know IÂ’m only half way to the HOF, and relatively speaking whats 50 days on the rest of my life, butÂ…IÂ’m thankful for that day on September 17.. To be quite honest, IÂ’m not entirely sure what triggered my quit, like really pushed me over the edge. Not sure if IÂ’ve written it yet in this thread but lets seeÂ…
Maybe it was driving to my work (30 miles from my house) to get that one specific brand
Maybe it was having to ninja a dip after dinner with lady friends. Oh man this was a big one.
Maybe it was the thought of my future girlfriend or wife.
It was being a slave to a chemical.
Oh right, there it is, all those reasons. Just had to remind myself.
Quit on! 'oh yeah'